blue_jay_bird Posted November 9, 2012 Posted November 9, 2012 (edited) Okay so when my Ex dumped me one of his reason's was that im still in school. That we are leading different paths. That he does not want me to be even more dependent on him. I do have a degree, i can go into try to go into the work field. But i don't think ill be happy with the job i get, or the pay. My field is a dying art. Im in school, but even the field im in school for is hard to get employment in. It all seems hopless. But what is bothering the most is i feel like i should drop out and start working. I just don't know what to do. I try to get how my Ex feels out of my head. And do what i want but i don't know anymore what i want. I want to start working, i want money. But i don't think it will work out. But i feel if i start doing these things i will feel so much better about myself. I don't know what to do. I'm so confused. I want to talk to my Ex about it. I should stay in school. But i feel so much presser to just start life, start earning no money at a ****ty job. And i know if i talk to my Ex he will say it's not the school thing. That it's really he doesn't love me enough. But i don't believe that because are problem's started when i went back to school. Im so confused. Edited November 9, 2012 by blue_jay_bird
Author blue_jay_bird Posted November 10, 2012 Author Posted November 10, 2012 (edited) It suck's to think love results in how much money you make. I mean i'm having a hard time. And i'm not even close to becoming independent, moving out, earning my own income. I wish i was on the other end. Love in not enough... It was one of the first things that he said to me. He then took it back. I'm trying to think little of him. Wow, he said alot of mean things to me. Dam you love. Edited November 10, 2012 by blue_jay_bird
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