songbird70 Posted November 9, 2012 Posted November 9, 2012 Ok...LS...I thought I was over my little 'break up' and I seemed to be moving forward. I even found out some really disturbing things about this person that I feel like I dodged a bullet. things were moving on nicely although there has not been a day that has passed his thought hasn't crossed my mind, it was just fewer than before. It's been 3 months now of NC and I'm kinda relieved...BUT now I am going through another phase and dreams are more frequent. I am obviously not over this as I thought I was :-(. I know it was only a short time, but I am no 'spring chicken' and I have been in a couple long term relationships AND have two son's which my oldest is damn near 30!!!! So why am I so effected by this person whom I have only been with for 4 months???? Why can't I just move on now and FORGET about him? The thing that bothers me the most is after all the things we started to develop and the feelings we discussed for each other that he was able to walk away and NEVER talk to me again or try to work anything out! That's the part that hurts to no end! Obviously it was all lies and he REALLY didn't give a **** if he gave up so easily :-(. I don't want him back, but a part of me still does...at least to end things properly if it really wasn't meant to be. I need some advice here on how to move on instead of regressing at points that make no sense to me. I should be OVER this man by now! PS...been very good in the past about NOT allowing myself to fall in love due to past experiences and did quite well for 14 years up until now.
Author songbird70 Posted November 9, 2012 Author Posted November 9, 2012 nothing Love Shackers???...lol. Yall supposed to be veterans here...lol
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