robaday Posted November 9, 2012 Posted November 9, 2012 2 months and 5 days NC. Last weekend I went on my first date since the breakup. The following day, I hooked up with someone else. Started going out and meeting a lot of women last three weeks. My confidence still aint great, but it's picking up. Also signed up to a gym for first time in my life, am trying boxing, as well as dancing classes, and am learning a new language. Let myself really go to **** first month (not shaving, not eating properly, sleeping 12 hour days, living like a tramp basically. Then a month of partying this last month where Ive met loads of new people. Still think about her often, dont want to be with her, i know i can do a lot better, but if anything im humiliated by my own behavior up to and after the breakup (acted a little out of control). Thought if she would ever have gotten in touch it would have been three weeks ago - anniversary of my sisters death, she knows how deeply it affected me, 5 years ago. But nada, zilch. Dont know why I thought she would, was sure she would have. But now I know that its truly over and am moving on with my life.
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