StellaA Posted November 5, 2012 Posted November 5, 2012 Is the first anniversary when you are not together the hardest???? I am not sure how to feel?? Doesn't help that it's the same day as bonfire night so the date is hard to forget. I am feeling better these days, I guess I just miss talking to my best friend and the special moments we have shared together on this date. I wonder whether he is thinking about us today
Tree_Salmon Posted November 5, 2012 Posted November 5, 2012 Is the first anniversary when you are not together the hardest???? I am not sure how to feel?? Doesn't help that it's the same day as bonfire night so the date is hard to forget. I am feeling better these days, I guess I just miss talking to my best friend and the special moments we have shared together on this date. I wonder whether he is thinking about us today I just passed what would have been our 6 years and it was pretty sad that it was just any other day because she took so much pride in that day. But this is how life goes and you have to accept and move on. Sucks but at least next year wont be as hard. You'll already be used to not celebrating it. I feel your pain.
Author StellaA Posted November 5, 2012 Author Posted November 5, 2012 Thanks I know with each day it will get better and like you say, getting the first time out of the way for everything is the worst but then hopefully we move on. I just want to get through xmas, new year and my birthday this year then I think things will start to seem better. This year is a milestone birthday for me but Im trying to think of the positive and believe it is a new chapter 1
Tree_Salmon Posted November 5, 2012 Posted November 5, 2012 Thanks I know with each day it will get better and like you say, getting the first time out of the way for everything is the worst but then hopefully we move on. I just want to get through xmas, new year and my birthday this year then I think things will start to seem better. This year is a milestone birthday for me but Im trying to think of the positive and believe it is a new chapter It was the same for me. This was one of the biggest years of my life. Sadly we couldn't celebrate these things together. Time should heal this, I just hate that its going to be a very long time.
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