Lucy1722 Posted November 4, 2012 Posted November 4, 2012 So much has already been written in this forum about this subject but I just need to vent. I'm an addict and meet another addict in the meetings. We have been seeing each other for the last three years and I have tried to leave this woman more times than you have fingers, toes and whatever. We both get a day or two away from each other only to find ourselves texting each other and eventually back together. So this time I had her move 700 miles away thinking the breakup would be easier. NOPE Why cant I let go, why do I keep going back, why do I keep hurting this woman, why can't I just stop? OMG I have never experienced this much pain, even withdrawing from drugs. OMG please let this insanity stop cause I'm exhausted and feel like crap. Please dear lord stop this insanity.
Author Lucy1722 Posted November 4, 2012 Author Posted November 4, 2012 Wish I knew. Honestly we both came into the relationship with baggage and issues but ultimately I guess it doesnt matter. The relationship is not healthy.
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