7 mnths i pined for him, and then again moving overseas for a year :'(

[boulevard]

Hi,

I have been in a very serious, well-knit relationship with my boyfriend for like 2 years at college. However, things have just been going against our plans ever since I graduated. (He is still at college as his is an integrated degree program).

After my graduation I had planned to take up internship somewhere near his place so that we could spend lots of time together..

But it just did not happen and i ws alotted internship in my hometown, miles away from him.

We tried and survived it through skype, lots of fone calls...all the while counting down the number of days and getting excited to meet each other at the end of my training and before my joining the job.

 

Just towards the end of this training, I have now received an admit at a very good university in USA for my masters(one year prog) in Spring, and we have suddenly realised that neither did we meet properly for over last 7 months..nor shall we be meeting each other for the whole coming year. The only time i can meet him again is after one year, after i get the job, and fly down to his place.

:( :(

Though we are planing to meet before my departure..yet it would be a very brief one. Neither will it satiate the past 7 month's lag, nor can it make up for the coming whole year.

We both love each other a lot..funniest part is that, he cares so much for me that he did not mind giving me the best possible suggestions for applying to these universities for higher studies. But over time , we have become more and more fond of each other and now just cannot think of staying so far .

 

Actually, he is pretty excited about my going abroad and studying. But he wants me to postpone the program by a year, spend some quality time with him and then go.

I too would have loved that, but again, one year is a big time..u never know...financial scenario/parent's mindset/my own mental preparation...everyhting may change..anything can happen in a year..and what if i DO NOT end up pursuing the studies??

 

 

Thinking al these im jus trying to close my eyes and go and spend it somehow..yet...almost at every random minute i tend to break down and cry aloud...i jus find it too painful to stay so away from him, specially after staying away from him for such a long period.

 

I need some sweet spell that can do magic on me ...and cure me of this depression.

 

Help

[justwhoiam]

I don't know where he is and where you are. Can't you meet during a season break? At least once a year, it should be feasible.