sloblob Posted November 1, 2012 Posted November 1, 2012 My ex and I broke up about a month ago. We were living together, and had been together for a year or so. The weeks before and after the breakup he treated me like crap, and after a while he admitted that he didn't have any feelings left for me. I am really heartbroken. We had a serious relationship and I lost my best friend. I feel like he didn't respect our living situation enough - I have now moved out and pay a LOT of rent. But I could not stay in an apartment were he would take other girls when I was not around. My main point is - he is a jerk. Our relationship had to end. So why cannot I accept that it is over? I feel like I haven't really accepted that it is over, I still secretly hope he will come back. The main problem for me is the fact that we have A LOT of mutal friends. We study at the same small college, and see each other every day. It really hurts me to be around him, but the other would mean saying goodbye to my social life. He is so nice and everyone likes him. So why cannot he be my friend? I text him all the time. It's been a month and things are still really, really bad for me. I'm failing school and sometimes I cannot get up in the morning. Now he has started moving on, seeing other girls, and I feel so sick. I cannot stop thinking about it. I just don't know what to do. It feels like this breakup is ruining my life..
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