ImperfectionisBeauty Posted November 1, 2012 Posted November 1, 2012 So I just have to share my mini victory last night! I went to the country bar and had a blast! I drank a little and I was kind of tipsy/drunk, but not crazy! I danced (even though I sucked and looked like a fool probably) but I went out there and I did it! That is HUGE for me because when I get nervous and embarrassed I stiffen up and I can't, I have a really hard time with new people because I just feel really embarrassed about everything. Anyways I went out I danced I drank and I had a really good time. 3 guys told me I was pretty and I gave 1 my number. I am not looking to date because I said I was taking a break from that but in the end he came up to me told me I was beautiful and sat with me for a few minutes and I BALLSED UP and asked him! That is a huge step! I did what my therapist said and I just made eye contact with people and I smiled and it worked out I can get guys without online dating!! I'm really proud of myself and excited about future outings I can do this. I am most proud of the fact that I got out there and country line danced, I was super stiff but I did it! I just might be okay in the end yay!! 3
amaysngrace Posted November 1, 2012 Posted November 1, 2012 I'm so proud of you too and I'm really happy that you had a great time! You Go!! 1
TigerCub Posted November 1, 2012 Posted November 1, 2012 You should be very proud! You're going outside your comfort zone and you're trying new things and its turning out great! Good for you! 1
Author ImperfectionisBeauty Posted November 1, 2012 Author Posted November 1, 2012 Thank everyone! I'm so pumped. I just went and reread I asked the guy for his number, I didn't mention what I asked for haha oops sorry I was super excited when I typed this 1
Mme. Chaucer Posted November 1, 2012 Posted November 1, 2012 Doing stuff like this is how you enjoy your life. I'm happy to read this. 1
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