PinkStarz Posted October 28, 2012 Posted October 28, 2012 Hey there,I'm natalie. Its nice to meet u. I'm going through a really tough time just now nd wud really appreciate yr help. Me nd my ex were 2gether 2 nd a half yrs nd he told me a few months ago he wntd tym apart nd space, I was heartbroken as I loved him so much. But I agreed nd made him promise me that we wudnt date any1 else. A few weeks went by nd cuz we have a lot of mutual friends I found out he had been dating girls so I was extremely upset nd decided 2 date a guy. It jus never felt ryt nd I told stephen I wntd him bk but as he found out that I'd met up with sum1 he lost it. He came up 2 my flat beggin me 2 take him bk nd asked me 2 marry him. I told him naw until u change. Things got out of control nd he headbutted me nd I ended up in hospital with 6stitches in my head nd being told if he did it any harder I wudnt b alive. Nxt few weeks were torture with police nd everything, womans aid were useless nd victim support were awful to me. I still love him even thou he's done this 2 me. Its the court date on 31st oct nd I'm dreading the outcome. I want him back so much, I love him. I just don't know wat 2 do. Please help me nat x
Author PinkStarz Posted October 28, 2012 Author Posted October 28, 2012 Yeah I know, I'm crazy to still love him but I do he's blocked me on fb, blocked my calls. Just wana know what he wants. I dnt wana move on when he is everything to me
KatZee Posted October 28, 2012 Posted October 28, 2012 Yeah, I'm sorry, but if he woulda hit you any harder you'd be dead. Can you comprehend that? DEAD. As in, non-existent, deceased, in the ground, rotting, robbed of a life. THIS is the piece of s.hit you want back? A scumbag who pretty much almost took your life? If you're looking for a wake up call, THIS IS IT. You could be in the morgue being cut open, embalmed and prepped for your wake right now. You got DAMN lucky you're still walking on this earth. Why the HELL would you abuse God's gift like that and continue chasing after this stain? You have a second chance now. To live life, to find someone who's worthy of you. He's already shown he can hurt you, and hurt you real bad. Give him the opportunity and he'll do it again. I'm also pretty sure this didn't come out of no where. I'm pretty sure he's shown you what he's capable of throughout the course of your relationship. I'm sure he's been abusive to you in some form or another. WAKE UP. Nothing about this is love. You sound young (based on your wall of ebonics) and extremely immature and naive. Stay away from him.
Author PinkStarz Posted October 28, 2012 Author Posted October 28, 2012 In all honesty I wish he did kill me that night. My life has fallen apart since that night. Friends, gone, I dnt have any family. I'm quitting my job. I jus can't go on anymore with my life. My best friend took his life 2yrz ago. I'm guna join him. Sick of this world. My ex was my world nd now he wants nothing 2 do with me so yeh :/
Simon Phoenix Posted October 28, 2012 Posted October 28, 2012 Come on. Some douchebag who physically abused you is not worth a) taking back or b) taking your life. You need to see a professional. I don't think anyone on here is qualified to deal with what's going on with you. Please see a psychologist or psychiatrist and deal with whatever you can. 1
NavyAirTraffic Posted October 28, 2012 Posted October 28, 2012 Come on. Some douchebag who physically abused you is not worth a) taking back or b) taking your life. You need to see a professional. I don't think anyone on here is qualified to deal with what's going on with you. Please see a psychologist or psychiatrist and deal with whatever you can. I have thought of killing myself too, then I think that if I did do it, I LOSE and my ex/the world wins. It's not easy but choose to work on yourself, improve and show the world/your ex that they are wrong. You will be better and stronger and you won't want him back. YOU are worth it, you won't let him drive you to this. Please listen to Simon!! Nothing we say can help, but know that we are here, we care if you need us.
puzzled1 Posted October 31, 2012 Posted October 31, 2012 Stop acting like that!!!!! You are worth alot more to this world and even more without your ex. Only thing you should kill are the thoughts of being with him! **** that guy! Him hitting you shows how big of a piece of **** he is. You dont want to be in a relationship where the guy has no respect and hits you! Believe me, everything will be better, you are your own person and you need to show yourself what you are made of!
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