boblet Posted October 28, 2012 Posted October 28, 2012 today i felt so heavy, so nauseating..... walking around and i couldn't take in everything in front of me... i literally had to lay down and wait for it to ease up a bit sigh... it hurts so much, being left behind after you've put your all into a relationship. sometimes it feels like part of my soul is being ripped out, i can feel it tugging in me. other days, it's just a rotating sadness that always finds me, after i've forgotten for a split second what it feels like. i still wake up every morning and think of him, hoping that i see a text from him, saying he's made a mistake, but my mind knows it won't happen.... it' such a helpless feeling sometimes, just one of those days... 3 weeks NC and counting, hoping i could seize my days soon and stop counting... </3
TopCat22 Posted October 28, 2012 Posted October 28, 2012 It will get better. Slowly those little pieces of your heart knit back together and you'll get back to being your amazing self. It just takes a little time.
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