LoverOfDance Posted October 28, 2012 Posted October 28, 2012 It's the most amazing feeling in the world. Knowing that the person you like feels something for you as well(no matter how little). My story however doesn't have a happy ending like the other fairytales. I fell for Mr wrong and right now, I am avoiding him at all cost. He will never come to me because I know where to find him. And I will never go to him because he is unavailable. We are two people whose paths just happened to cross for a year. It's been 8 months since I left and I still cry over the whole issue. Sometimes I cry just because I can't let go. I literally can't. I can leave and move on physically but my emotions have refused to stop holding on. Today I realized a guy friend of mine likes me. I don't know how much but I know he does. I also know however that like the other guys that seemed to like me, nothing else might happen between us. Maybe he's unavailable as well since he hasn't even asked for my number. Why do I have such bad luck with guys. It seems like a lot of guys are attracted to me but it never goes anywhere. What I'm I doing wrong? I want to let go of the guy I like but it hurts to know that avoiding him means nothing will ever happen between us. But why I'm so emotionally attached to him? Why did I open up to him so much? I've never done that b4. Why did I have to choose him of all ppl to so vulnerable with? Why can't let go of the first to ever reciprocate my feelings?
mortensorchid Posted October 28, 2012 Posted October 28, 2012 That's sad, but I know how you feel with this. Fear will never go away, but you will never know unless you try things. And if you get burned? Well, it's worth it for the knowledge if nothing else.
MrCastle Posted October 28, 2012 Posted October 28, 2012 You're having bad luck with men because you're still focused on the one you no longer have. Get over it. This feeling you have is, ironically, preventing you from feeling it again with someone else. 1
Author LoverOfDance Posted October 28, 2012 Author Posted October 28, 2012 You're having bad luck with men because you're still focused on the one you no longer have. Get over it. This feeling you have is, ironically, preventing you from feeling it again with someone else. But I'm so willing and ready to let someone else into my life. I'm not ready to be as vulnerable as I was with the first guy but I'm ready to let him go. I even let my guy friend kiss me on the cheek and hold me like we were together. It's not something that's under my control. My heart doesn't want to let go even though I have cried and literally begged myself to just leave him behind and move on. it's also not my fault that my relationship with other guys haven't escalated. They just don't seem to want to take it further and I don't understand why.
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