Am313 Posted October 22, 2012 Posted October 22, 2012 I need objective opinions on this. At the end of the day I'm still in love with her her and would like her back. She dumped me two months ago after a year. I had jealous and possessive moments. She had times where she would push me away and blow hot and cold. We actually split at the end of July but within a week she was going crazy and texted me for three weeks. We tried again but the fights started quickly and she started blowing hot and cold, and I think started talking to someone else.* We had a huge fight over labor day weekend and she said that while she believes that "our connection is incomprehensible" we're not ready just yet and we need to talk. Well, instead of talking I get an email saying that she needs us to end to salvage what we have left. She said she's sorry for hurting me. I immediately agreed to the breakup and she seemed upset and said that I'm "rationalizing things" to make myself feel better.* That night she shows up to the bar I was at with another guy. As far as I know they didn't last long, but I'm sure she's had another guy around after him. Well, I've texted her three times since. The first was half-drunkenly and a picture of the clouds and moon, saying I'm thinking of her. The next morning she responds with a picture of her own, saying "much better!" The next text was me playing a song on the piano (a 20 second rift) that she played for me while we were trying to make things work. She responded the next morning with "thanks for that, but please stop texting me so late. I have to get up early and I don't stay up so late anymore". The last one was yesterday morning. I said I was thinking of a time that we did something together and that I remember she looked pretty sexy.* She responded coldly, and so did I. She got mad, and then said "Just stop. You either want to talk or you don't. Quit playing games because you're afraid to get hurt". Shes right....Scary how well she knows me. I responded basically saying that of course I want to talk but I don't call because I respect her space and the decisions she's made. No response... And then first thing this morning she texts me some nonsense about her emoticons. She texted a few more times, REAL HIGH ENERGY. I had one word responses, not responding to her last text, which was the emoticon symbols she used for us when we were together. Well, about 5 hours later I texted her a picture of the real life animals that represented the emoticons she was using. She responds with "super cute". I can't read her mind nor can anyone else. I don't even know if she misses me. Our relationship was so intense and she even said during our fight that the intensity of us scares her. We loved each other like crazy. She's said she's scared of me because she knows it will "be forever". It should be mentioned she was divorced two years ago and has two young children.* I don't know what to do. At some point I need to know whether to move on or not. But I want to try with her.*
Author Am313 Posted October 22, 2012 Author Posted October 22, 2012 I see where you're going with this.....I'm 25, she's 27.
lovebug1234 Posted October 22, 2012 Posted October 22, 2012 take a break for real. meaning no contact.
Author Am313 Posted October 22, 2012 Author Posted October 22, 2012 Should it be complicated? No, I guess not.
Author Am313 Posted October 22, 2012 Author Posted October 22, 2012 I'm bi-polar and delusional right now. She's with someone else and she's just digging her claws in. It hurts to know that she would play with me. I need to move on but unfortunately we live in the same city and she'll rub everything in my face. I just know it. I don't know what to do?* Embrace the pain?*
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