windmask Posted October 20, 2012 Posted October 20, 2012 Hey everyone yea am back here writing about another issue. alright so my ex gf broke up with me in early 2011 she said she didnt cheat. but she was seeing other guys when we were together and telling them she was single. then she broke up with me she stated i wasnt educated enough and since i was still in college i wasnt working so no money. she said the main reason is because she didnt love me nor felt my love. any hows after finally a few months i said screw it however it always bothered me about that dude she told him that she was single. so now back to 2012 october. about a month or two ago i found she was seeing that same guy. and i was like wow i always had that feeling since they were in pictures together for a long time. but still i wouldnt accuse anyone of any wrong doings. so one day am walking through school this was last year she stops to tell me how her life was perfect and how i was the worst bf for her. this hurt and i left but i did write her an email stating how she cheated she lied she got what all she wanted and just leave me alone. anyhows didnt speak to her for months almost a year... so now back to 2012 i decided i wanted to take a break from work and do something i liked so am in computer programming. and i run into her all the time she failed her courses because she should have graduated 2 years ago. and now i have to see her each day. not that i talk to her ever at school but it bothers me so much to see her i often find myself thinking about all the bad times or times we shared together and it hurts so much. its been 1 and 10 months since the break up and omg being at school brings back so many memories i hate it. i was wondering whats wrong with me you guys. a person who cheated on me lied to me left me for money pretty much, like how do i love or miss this person or even think about this person... when i think about all this it hurts so much and it angers me because i cant stop thinking about her. even though shes happy with the guy she cheated on me with. so guys is this normal or am i just really stuppppppiid.. and no worries be honest ive always been honest and id like everyone to be honest with me. so no worries....
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