ellowmay Posted October 16, 2012 Posted October 16, 2012 My first love of 3 years, and I think we're finally at the part where we're going to be drifting apart and breaking up and I am really really sad. I can't sleep,I can barely eat, I can't study, I don't have many friends to fill up my time. I'm just miserable thinking about it and trying not think about him and just let him be. I just want to be loved and wanted and I want us to make it so badly but I don't think it's in the cards right now. My dad died two years ago around this time, and six months ago my best friend totally Sh*t out on me. Now my best friend and love is falling away too and I don't know if I can bear any more loss.... I just can't distract myself enough from this, I don't want it to derail me. I'm just so broken up about it.
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