sberry Posted October 14, 2012 Posted October 14, 2012 Im only 21 and my ex is only 20. We were so in love until I up and decided to move us four hours away. Then I found out I was pregnant. He tried to be there for me and help me but I was constantly accusing him of things and attacking him for no reason. He still tried and I didnt change. Literally a few weeks ago I took a vacation with our two month old because I thought he was cheating on me even though he swear he wasnt. When I came back I thought he had changed but I had decided it was time for me to change and be nicer and just not so depressed and controlling in general. I must have been too late he had started talking to another girl and hid it from me. When I found it he told me he hadnt been with me since I took my vacation. He broke up with me, at first it was only a break but then I decided to end it because even on our break we were fighting. I love him so much I think unconditionally. I try to stay away from him but I miss him so much. He told me we were done for good and I acted like I was ok with it. I even told him I had started talking to someone else and he told me he was talking to another girl too. He gave me mixed signals saying that it didnt feel right with that girl, and hugging me before he left and then telling me he didnt know why he hugged me. He messaged me asking me to come over and then told me not to come he only wanted sex and thats ****ed up. I am planning to move back home with our son and Im so scared that if I do im going to regret it. I really think I love this guy unconditionally. He has lied to me but its always about small things like the time or what he had for lunch dumb **** and we joked about it and he says he doesnt know why he does that. He has been honest with me each time ive caught him in a big lie though he always sits down and answers all my questions until im satisfied I can trust him again. I know you move mountains for someone you love, and I feel like I would do that for him. I just am having a hard time dealing with the fact that I could love him so much and he probably wont try to stop me when I leave. ARe there guys out there that are crazy about a woman but refuse to say anything first? Do i need to tell him i love him unconditionally im going to wait on him, or should I just get over him, move and start my life over. This is hard.
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