ParadeRain Posted October 14, 2012 Posted October 14, 2012 My ex walked away from me around 4 months ago... I'm only 20 and she was my first real love... it devastated me to say the least. Before her I was just the typical junior bachelor, sleeping with girls at random, I lived for one night stands and had a few Fbuddies too. Since her leaving me I've got back on my feet, I'm living my life again, I find myself interested in new girls and I've had sex a couple of times now too since the break up and actually enjoyed it so I know I'm moving on... I'm starting to wonder about what happens next... I'm terrified of letting my guard down for another girl like that again incase I get burnt again, but now I feel myself slipping back into the old me I'm not sure I even want to go there... I enjoyed having a girlfriend who I loved and was committed too... it might sound soft but those moments and feelings are the best I've ever had... I'm just not sure if they worth the pain of being heartbroken again.. because those are the worst feelings I've ever had, there is NO WAY I would ever put myself through that again... Not sure where I go from here... Letting my life unfold by itself will only lead me to the careless liveforthemoment lifestyle I had before I knew what love was... now I know what love is I want it again... but when I do find another girl I'll probably run a mile because I know what happened last time..
ja123 Posted October 15, 2012 Posted October 15, 2012 Of course you want love again. Who doesn't? It will come to you again, just take things one day at a time. Live your grief, and heal. You're getting out and about again, so that's positive. Hang in there.
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