lycans Posted October 14, 2012 Posted October 14, 2012 We all must have the old highschool crush locked away in our mind. Mine was a purely platonic relationship becuse I was unbearably shy. It must sound cliche but I from the first time i saw her in 6th grade to driving her home from highschool everyday I continuosly made excuses to be with her but i never told her how i felt back then. Its been over 25 years since then and I still get giddy every time we happen to cross paths in our small town. I have written a letter explaining how special she was to me then and what a huge piece of my heart she still holds. In the letter I elaborate on the specific reasons for the way I have always felt and let her know my reason for writing the letter now is because I don't want her to go another day without knowing someone thinks of her as adoringly as I do. The letter has sat in my desk for two years. Sigh! Am I fooling myself?
todreaminblue Posted October 14, 2012 Posted October 14, 2012 We all must have the old highschool crush locked away in our mind. Mine was a purely platonic relationship becuse I was unbearably shy. It must sound cliche but I from the first time i saw her in 6th grade to driving her home from highschool everyday I continuosly made excuses to be with her but i never told her how i felt back then. Its been over 25 years since then and I still get giddy every time we happen to cross paths in our small town. I have written a letter explaining how special she was to me then and what a huge piece of my heart she still holds. In the letter I elaborate on the specific reasons for the way I have always felt and let her know my reason for writing the letter now is because I don't want her to go another day without knowing someone thinks of her as adoringly as I do. The letter has sat in my desk for two years. Sigh! Am I fooling myself? a little fooling going on...hugs to ya.....crushes from high school are just something that you felt at the time i know that you say that you still feel that crush.......i wont try and deny you have unresolved feelings but you are living in that past....school yard crushes are part of every bodys past as you said, but meant to stay there in the past.Because life moves on and forward it has too....its the same with any love lost......its better to have lost in love than to have never loved at all....that's the positive...in rare cases school crushes can turn into relationships after years apart.....pretty rare though...i have fond memories of crushes.....a first boyfriend...which is good for me to have...not to relive though...or try and spark up anew.....but for me to carry on with my life knowing that i have good memories and that i can make good memories again with someone new ....i dont have yearnings to repeat.....my dreams are in the future not my past...all the bad and good things that happened are just memories....i wish you hope and happiness in love....and the best thing of all i can wish you love of your future love and your future life...........deb 1
Author lycans Posted October 14, 2012 Author Posted October 14, 2012 We see eachother a few times a year and have some mutual friends. We are both in long term 20+ year relationships, we are grandparents even but I feel that she will never know that she means so much to me.
immitable Posted October 14, 2012 Posted October 14, 2012 a little fooling going on...hugs to ya.....crushes from high school are just something that you felt at the time i know that you say that you still feel that crush.......i wont try and deny you have unresolved feelings but you are living in that past....school yard crushes are part of every bodys past as you said, but meant to stay there in the past.Because life moves on and forward it has too....its the same with any love lost......its better to have lost in love than to have never loved at all....that's the positive...in rare cases school crushes can turn into relationships after years apart.....pretty rare though...i have fond memories of crushes.....a first boyfriend...which is good for me to have...not to relive though...or try and spark up anew.....but for me to carry on with my life knowing that i have good memories and that i can make good memories again with someone new ....i dont have yearnings to repeat.....my dreams are in the future not my past...all the bad and good things that happened are just memories....i wish you hope and happiness in love....and the best thing of all i can wish you love of your future love and your future life...........deb Whatever deb
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