Mspink702 Posted October 14, 2012 Posted October 14, 2012 (edited) So my bf of 5 years just broke up with me on Tuesday. He is moving back to California after we have lived together in Vegas for the past 5 years. He says that he wants to move back home and get his **** together, he's been unemployed for a year now, and he has all of his family back home and just me out here. But I know the real reason he is moving back is cause he met someone else. He has been in Cali for the past month, his mom is in/out of the hospital so he's been taking care of her out there. He was only supposed to be gone for 10 days but after 10 days he said he would be gone for another week to take care of her. Then when i asked him when he was coming home he kept telling me his mom still needed his help, but I had my suspicions. Sure enough he came home last Friday and told me he has decided to move back home. I found out he met someone else and they have been dating that whole month he was out there! When I said something to him he just denied it and said no its not true and he is going back home because he has nothing going out here for him anymore and that it's time for us to start our new lives. I was crushed but he of course didn't give a **** he is going back to her and I'm going to be by myself! The night before he left i cried and he told me that i was making him uncomfortable! how can this man who supposedly loved me for 5 years let me go that easily!? I am so upset and hurt and it's only been 4 days! Today is the 2nd day of NC with him and I'm hoping I can control my urges to text or call him. I texted him on Wednesday the day after he left and told him I missed him and he said I miss you too but it's just time for us to start our new lives! It's just so hard to accept that he can just be done with me like that and he has no feelings of sadness or anything he is just so heartless! I don't know what to do it hurts so bad! I'm hoping one day he will realize his mistake of letting me go but it probably won't be until after she is done with him and realizes what a loser he is! The thing is he did this to me before like 2 years ago he met someone else and broke up with me for her, but it didn't last and we got back together. But now that he is in another state I think the possibility of that happening is slim to none. I don't know what to do he's gone and I can't stop crying I can't eat I can't work it's miserable! Edited October 14, 2012 by Mspink702 Add
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