Mikeyyy Posted October 13, 2012 Posted October 13, 2012 I'm 21 she is 19 and we are eachothers first loves and met at college. Her moms friend from high school ended up proposing to my aunts neighbor and her dad used to do a lot of business In the town I'm from despite livig across the state. There were just a lot of weird coincidences like that between me and her, we were like the same person until the day i got sick. We met her first day of college randomly like I had zero chance of meeting her. We started hanging out eeryday and eventually started dating. We dated for 7-8 months and 2 months in I got diagnosed with anxiety/panic attacks and went on a lot of meds. It was very tough for both of us and we both went through a lot together. I had my first attack with her. we got into a big arguement via text and said many mean things to each other and i said it was over. She then wanted to work it out and we still were arguing over the same thing it's stupid and got blown outta perportion. I now haven't spoke to her since bc we were on summer break but I did write her a letter explaining everything that i went through. i also thanked her and told her how glad I am to have her in my life and that ill always live her. she is still mad and says she wants nothing to do with me and that she is over it. It just amazes me how quickly she can get over something like this I asked her to be friends and she didn't give me an answer just told me she's over it. I just got back up to school and never see her. I also found out she is in a new relationship with a kid she kissed before we went out and she cried on the phone to me telling me how much of a mistake she made and didn't feel anything like when we kissed. I also found out that about a little over a month after the breakup she started dating and hanging out with this kid. Broke communication in april they started in may. I feel like she just jumped into it because she knew that he liked her, and she is hurt. We went through a lot and it just kinda sucks because our relationship was nothing like how it should have been because of what I was going through at the time. It was all such bad timing and It hurts because I've never had anyone do or treat me like her except for family. Anyways do you think she in a rebound? What are the chances that'd we would start talking again? Like I said she played such a big role in my life and I still think about her and love her and probably always will.
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