jonyx18 Posted July 28, 2004 Posted July 28, 2004 DOES ANYONE HAVE THE ANSWER?? WHY IS IT THAT EVEN THOE WE KNOW THEY WEREN'T THE RIGHT PERSON U GET FIXED ON AN ILLUSION THAT MABE IT CAN WORK MY EX CHEATED LIED CHEATED SOME MORE LIED LOTS MORE BEAT ME NEVER TOOK ME ANYWHERE ALWAYS PUT ME DOWN AND EVEN THOUGH I ALWAYS NEW I DESERVED BETTER AND THAT HE WAS NOT THE RIGHT ONE FOR ME IT ACTUALLY KILLED A PART OF ME WHEN HE LEFT 4 MONTH AGO I STILL MISS OUR PLACE WAKING UP NEXT TO HIM. PLAYING PLAYSTATION ALL NIGHT WITH HIM AND ESPECIALLY GETTING DRUNK ON THE WEEKENDS YET AGAIN THAT WAS WAY BEFORE THE PROBLEMS STARTED I MISS HIM I MISS HIM YET I HATE HIM SO MUCH FOR ALL THE CRAP I WENT THROUGH WHO CAN ANSWER WHY SOMETIMES WE R SO STUPID TO WAIT AND PRAY FOR A MIRACLE
Kanejd Posted July 28, 2004 Posted July 28, 2004 Because a lesson lived is a lesson learned. Sometimes we must go through the pain to find our true selves. Facing what consumes you is the only way to be free. I too have been through this, but I have learned to let go and move on because you ex will only manipulate the situation because that is their weakness...the need to be in control. You can take the control away, you can choose to be in control and take back your life. In the long run, you'll be better off. It just seems difficult now because you feel the pain, but the pain will go and you'll be happy again. Trust me, I'm going through the pain now and it's much better than dealing with the crap a controling abusing boyfirend or girlfriend can dish out.
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