AintGotNothin Posted October 5, 2012 Posted October 5, 2012 So she left, we share a kid and she isn't coming back. We've met up once last week and spent the night together. Other than that our conversations (or lack thereof) have been argumentative. She's leading me on saying she has to do anger management in GA before she can come back home. Yet she's done nothing to get that done which tells me she doesn't really want to be back. She says if I get w/ another girl that will be the end all for us. But I called this morning and she was supposedly staying the night at her girlfriends. yeah right. When we 1st got together she had been broken up w/ her ex for 3 months and she told me the best way to get over someone is to get under someone. Anyways, I've tried NC but only lasted 4 days. Having to set up plans to get my son obviously involve contact then we start talking, things seem to go well for a few days then it's back to arguing. I've wasted a month waiting for her. Avoiding women, sulking, getting out of shape, turning pasty. NO MORE. But it's so hard. I love her and I want our family back but there's something going on on her end that she won't do it. I dumped her because shes a violent pill popper. But she's also a sweet, giving lover and a great mom. Now I'm trying to pick up the pieces and it's all going to hell. I sent her one last email today to tell her look I know your w/ someone else because you're as horny as I am and when you were in love w/ me all you would do is call and call. Now I can hardly get in contact w/ you and when I do it's a fight. You might love me but you aren't in love w/ me. Do what you do but I'm not putting my life on hold anymore. I'm getting back in shape, getting my tan back and going to start venturing out to meet someone who really wants me. I'm sure this will lead to world war 3 and countless denials but my gut is telling me she's w/ someone else and at this point I have more trust in my gut then anything that comes out of her mouth. I sent the email at 10:07. I gotta continue the NC. If I can find a relaible 3rd party to coordinate picking up my son, I will. But I can't talk to her anymore. She knows she hurting me and every time I make contact I'm just coming back for more punishment. Sorry for the rant. I need help, feedback, motivation, anything yall can offer to help me move on and get my life back. I don't need a miracle pill just something to help today and give me hope for my future. Please help. This forum is great and I need some support. Thanks guys/gals.
Author AintGotNothin Posted October 5, 2012 Author Posted October 5, 2012 anyone, any help, any suggestions? I'm getting crushed. Help me
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