DavidG Posted October 4, 2012 Posted October 4, 2012 (edited) Many of you have helped me tremendously over the last week or so and I have realized that although I pushed her away by not doing the little things that I should have and that I want another chance, I missed it. I know that NC is the best way to go and I have accepted that but everyday, it seems as if she finds a way to break it and it kills me. This morning I woke up to an email with a simple ":(" and a youtube link to the song "Didnt you know how much I loved you" by Kellie Pickler. What am I supposed to do? What is she doing? I didnt reply but it is killing me and now my day is pretty much screwed. Thanks in advance Edited October 4, 2012 by DavidG
TopCat22 Posted October 4, 2012 Posted October 4, 2012 What can you do? As hard as it is, you have to ignore it. She's not offering anything significant so no point in replying. Stay strong. 1
CarrieT Posted October 4, 2012 Posted October 4, 2012 Don't respond. Don't respond. Don't respond. The more she sends things and doesn't get an acknowledgment, the less inclined she will be to continue sending things. Your day is not screwed for every day you keep NC is a day you are getting stronger. Eventually it will stop and you can always post here when something comes in. We'll help you through it.
Liz2012 Posted October 4, 2012 Posted October 4, 2012 You don't want her back now? then ignore it. If you do, well, I'd be tempted to send: if you want to talk, call me
Author DavidG Posted October 4, 2012 Author Posted October 4, 2012 I want her back. I realized that I was an idiot and I lost the best thing that ive ever had and she honestly had the right to leave. But holding on to hope only kills you and ive accepted the NC as a way for me to heal. If I knew she wanted to give me another chance Id jump at it but I cant keep stabbing myself. Its hard enough to function day to day and her throwing this stuff in the mix does ruin my day. I just cant figure out why she keeps sending me stuff or reminding me that she is still there. Thank for the replies everyone. Its funny how love works. Ive led Marines into battle in Iraq and I cant seem to find the strength to push through this.
Author DavidG Posted October 4, 2012 Author Posted October 4, 2012 You don't want her back now? then ignore it. If you do, well, I'd be tempted to send: if you want to talk, call me Its taking everything I have not to send a reply but I just have a feeling I am not going to like what I get in return.
Author DavidG Posted October 4, 2012 Author Posted October 4, 2012 Well I broke NC with "please stop sending me things like this. It is over. I know I ****ed up and I have to live with that but we cant do this."
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