lovejoy41 Posted October 2, 2012 Share Posted October 2, 2012 (edited) The nerve of you to try to text me after saying the things you said. Calling me a b**ch and rubbing your gf (from which you hid from me) in my face all because I threatened to confront her about how you were screwing around with me. It's OK though. You've lost a good thing & now you realize it. How does it feel to reach out to me with your breadcrumb text messages after all of the smack you talked and be ignored? What you thought was that I would still be here crying, pining and begging. You thought that I devalued myself and would jump for joy and gladly accept your booty call when you texted didn't you? HA! Well I didn't!!!! Even though you treated me like garbage and deserve to be punched in the throat I'm glad that I walked away from you. You didn't know karma would show up as quick as it did huh? Maybe if you hadn't treated me the way you did for 5 yrs you wouldn't have got arrested for that DUI 10 days after you cursed me. Well I got news for ya, this is only the beginning of what you have coming your way. It's gonna get a lot worse and when it does, it'll be my face you see and my voice that you remember telling you that you would pay for the pain you caused me. You are one screwed up individual and I feel for your gf. I'm free and all of the verbal abuse, the confusion, and restless nights is hers now. And she gets to have those restless nights laying in your bed right beside you. No more wondering what I was doing wrong, these are her problems now. She can have that, I don't want it. Poor girl don't know what she's in for. Doesn't even value herself enough to walk away like I did. 5 yrs of hell with me, and 4 yrs with her. I only pray that God change you and make you a better man. I don't love you anymore Keith. I love myself. Have a nice life & I pray that you stay the hell out of mine. Deuces! My Fellow Loveshackers: Even though we grieve, we're angry, and then accept a b/u, we all have those days when we want to tell them how we feel. Since I refuse to break NC I just decided to vent it out right here. I'm taking it day by day, month by month. Wed will be 3 months since I last saw him. I don't regret walking away and won't ever go back. Whether you need to cry or vent get it out. It's part of healing & moving on. Stay strong all. Now, I feel better! Whew! Edited October 2, 2012 by lovejoy41 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Balzac Posted October 2, 2012 Share Posted October 2, 2012 Enjoyed every word of your vent! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author lovejoy41 Posted October 2, 2012 Author Share Posted October 2, 2012 (edited) Thanks Balzac:) I needed it since everyone else that I talk to(outside of here) is sick of hearing it. Everything in that vent is true by the way. It's not just what I would like to happen. He's tried contacting me and was really arrested 10 days after our b/u. Heck, you gotta get that stuff out of you and I've been no contact since July. I'm finally ready to get it out of me and let bygones be bygones. I haven't been able to vent with anyone at home Edited October 2, 2012 by lovejoy41 Link to post Share on other sites
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