They always say, agree with the breakup first. is this a good way?

[hellodearest]

You sold me.

 

You and I, throwing our fists up in the air, belting as loudly as we’re able: “BOOOOORRRN to love you, babay.” Your long sleeved, knee length dress, radiant, underneath the glow of large Christmas lights strung across an open yard, green grass underneath the feet of our closest friends as we dance like we do, strange, and rhythmic, and oh so confident.

 

Our family with a row boat at the end of the pier, Montana sun setting over Montana mountains, with the lake glaring in our eyes on a front porch filled with flowers as we yell at our kids by their strange middle names while they run around our rocking chairs and teas in our hands, waiting for that frost foreshadowing the cold so we can finally have that blank canvas of white snow to run through.

 

We’re not there, and a very different Chris Clark song comes to mind. I can’t stay heartbroken, and as much as I say otherwise, I can’t lose you as a friend because we’re always going to be good together, and I haven’t found that anywhere else yet. Wherever life takes us, let’s stay close, and let’s always be honest with each other.

 

I’m releasing you, without stipulations and without expectations. Let’s just do like we do. If we come back, let us never be caged.

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The born to love you baby is the song she had picked out for our wedding's first dance.

 

The other chris clark song the "very different" one is about waiting, and hopeful she may come back.

 

what do you think? send? don't?

[hellodearest]

thanks. i wont then!