ForeverAlone1991 Posted September 30, 2012 Posted September 30, 2012 Its getting late and I have tried to keep my mind off of it as much as possible. But I'm just so cuddly. I miss laying in his arms so much. I miss kissing him. I miss being intimate. Knowing that lord only knows the next time I'll get to experience anything like that with someone is so depressing. I am such a physical person(in any sense, I love holding hands etc) and not having anyone to be physical with is going to be so lame. Technically I could go out and find some random stranger to hook up with but that's just not how I roll. I crave real intimacy with someone I have a deep attraction too. I would say I'm much more sexual and intimate than most people. Getting used to this is going to be sooooo hard. Especially since I could be doing so many other things right now that would be more productive than sitting here and thinking about this. But its really all I can think about. Ughhhhh 1
NoMoreJerks Posted September 30, 2012 Posted September 30, 2012 Its getting late and I have tried to keep my mind off of it as much as possible. But I'm just so cuddly. I miss laying in his arms so much. I miss kissing him. I miss being intimate. Knowing that lord only knows the next time I'll get to experience anything like that with someone is so depressing. I am such a physical person(in any sense, I love holding hands etc) and not having anyone to be physical with is going to be so lame. Technically I could go out and find some random stranger to hook up with but that's just not how I roll. I crave real intimacy with someone I have a deep attraction too. I would say I'm much more sexual and intimate than most people. Getting used to this is going to be sooooo hard. Especially since I could be doing so many other things right now that would be more productive than sitting here and thinking about this. But its really all I can think about. Ughhhhh I totally know the feeling. I'm also a very physical/intimate person, and love cuddling, holding hands, etc. And I haven't had that in over a month and a half, due to my ex going home (LDR) and then breaking up with me via text. He's coming back in a few days' time, and wants to meet up and fix things, but I know that it's ruined and it can't be the same again, because I don't trust him anymore. I don't know what else to say, except that I totally understand where you're coming from. I'm also not a ONS person. At the moment, it looks like I will have a long dry spell in terms of intimacy, because it's been so hard to find my ex (after 2 years of going out and socializing in this city), and I'm now back to square 1.
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