Capucine Posted September 29, 2012 Posted September 29, 2012 He dumped me 10 days ago. Have been NC since. Sometimes I'm ok. But then the night comes..and the damn weekend is here.. I feel so miserable...I know he's out there. Happy, dating, having sex, feeling free...I'm probably not even crossing his mind... I've been reading a lot. About surviving, about how to go on. My brain knows all the facts, all the things people tell me, I already know. If only I could make my broken heart understand that..Poor thing keeps hoping and hoping..for him to may be care? may be get in touch? to say it was the worst mistake of his life..that he wants me back?.. I just need something to believe in again. Some sign. Does the universe do the justice? Or there is none? Is this the end? Somebody steals your heart and your soul and makes sure you are all destroyed and then gets away with it? If this is how it works in this world, then I'm done with many things... I just wish I had an arm around me, just rubbing my back and telling me it's going to be ok ...
Hawaii50 Posted September 29, 2012 Posted September 29, 2012 I'm in Afghanistan.. Will you please have a good weekend?! I don't get 'em, and although things are tough right now, being a recluse won't help. Get out, have a few drinks, for meeeeeee!!! 1
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