UPSandFedEx Posted September 28, 2012 Posted September 28, 2012 Ok new here and this is hard. 6 years ago my husband died. 2 years ago I started dating his bestfriend. Every thing seemed good until August when his 25 year old spoiled brat sister called me a b%$^ in front of the family and I lost my temper with her. I know it was Sunday dinner and wrong time wrong place. Anyway it made things tough between me and the boyfriend. For nearly a week he wouldn't talk to me. I apologized to the family for the blow up being my age I should have known better. Anyway we decided to try to not let his his sister come between us but things weren't ever quite right again. We decided not to live together anymore so we slow down things a little. Well I guess that gave him time to think. He came to me a couple of weeks ago and said he loves me but isn't in love with me. Ok but then why was he texting and kissing me when he saw me? Then he was planning a trip for Jan to Mexico and I said I was going to miss going this year. He said why not come with him. Said I would think about it. This weekend he told me he found a trip and what were my plans. Told him I wasn't sure he was serious. He said he was. Told him I would think about it. Tuesday he told me not to book the trip he met someone and wants to see where it went with her. Last night I asked him about her and he said he has never felt this way about anyone but isn't sure it will last. I am hurt over all of this we are trying to stay friends since a 20 year friendship is hard to throw away. I feel in someways if I give him time he will come back but I feel I shouldn't wait. I can't deal with being around him as I cry everytime but I can't deal with not hearing from him every day. Not sure what the point to writing all this is other than I think he still loves me and is scared and I feel like I am losing my mind
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