time goes by

[Coyoteloco]

So it seems like ages since the break up took place. So much things happened since then, and its been only 2 months, but i already feel like a totally diferent person, a better person. My heart slowly heals my mind slowly leaves me alone and lets me be in peace . But i get a bit sad from time to time, remembering all the good times, but then the bad ones but then i think of the future thats ahead of me and i feel excited and happy because of the person i become. My heart lets her go, and my love is heading a new direction right now, i feel like im ready for finding love again im not in a hurry though but it feels like that, this girl is getting off the pedestal oh yeah!! I guess im finally starting to move on, and even if she comes back to me in a few weeks i think ill have the strength to say no, but i cant lie i really hope that moments comes, but just for the ego boost lol! No contact is the best thing ever i dont know how people found about no contact but its like penicillin!! So yeah this week is being pretty good lets hope that good vibes keep coming to me ^^

 

Just wanted to express myself, maybe give some hope to the ones that are just starting the break up process, man i remember how it was a month ago im glad im over that now y.y so people keep ur heads up things will get better, i thought i would never feel good again but i do, im so happy with my new muscles and im so happy with the way i redefine myself, that bitch was holding me with a leash. That heavy sadness in my head went away, and hey its not the end of the world or ur life, look to the positive side u wont have to see ur gf parents anymore, now u can do whatever u want when ever u want withouth giving a single **** but yes there is bad side also, NO SEX!!! i been 2 months without sex O.O thats the only thing that makes me depressed lol after 3 years of regular sex now im in the desert xD ill have to start making my moves ;P

 

I fear that when i break the no contact it will all come back again :S