headsashed Posted September 18, 2012 Posted September 18, 2012 You all know ive been through hell and back over the last 12 months,had low self esteem,low confidence,the job lot,my life has been on the up alot recently,had a few downs too but i took it all on the chin and carried on with it. Anyway,this weekend has been pretty good for me,saturday i actually saw the ex,said ello as i was walking past,she got into some small talk and i just told her i had to go and wished her and her new bf the best (i meant it too), she fired back and said i dont mean it and all that,i just walked off smiling cos i didnt feeling anything at all,feels good to feel like this. Sunday night i was out with my friend at my local,there was this gorgeous woman singing so because were single men we decided to watch her lol,when she finished her 1st set i actually went up and started talking to her,this is not like me,im usually shy,we had a good laugh,she kept smiling at me and talkign to me while she was on her second set,then after she finished we got talking again and she asked me to go watch her on friday,we got talkin on facebook that night too,cant believe i just went up and started talkin to her,my confidence must be climbing back up. Last night i got talking to this other stunning woman on the internet,we had a good laugh and she wants me to take her out next week,whats happening to me lol,they say it comes in three's,wonder what the 3rd will be lol.
geegirl Posted September 18, 2012 Posted September 18, 2012 I guess the ex still has an ego that wants to be stroked. Good for you. When you least expect, the doors will start to open! :bunny:.
Author headsashed Posted September 18, 2012 Author Posted September 18, 2012 I guess the ex still has an ego that wants to be stroked. Good for you. When you least expect, the doors will start to open! :bunny:. Well i aint stroking her ego thats for sure,everyday i seem to be feeling much better,but not in small pieces,its big pieces. I know the doors will open for me when i least expect it,ive just spoken to my friend and were gonig to watch that woman sing on friday,hope we have a good laugh like on sunday and you never know lol. If not then atleast i know im healing faster now
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