altamuratj Posted September 6, 2012 Posted September 6, 2012 This girl I worked with for seven months had apparently been trying to hook up with me for quite some time and I didn't notice. Finally one night we had sex except my performance blew but after texting each other all day and night for a few days we hooked up again. Equally crap performance. And only with this girl, who is very attractive and open so I am not sure what my issue was. We both went out of town for two weeks, separately, and texted all day every day basically and when we got back spent the next two weeks together in her apartment, going out, having sex (and always great on her part and terrible on mine including the dreaded softie - it is only with her this has happened. Odd cuz she is smokin'.), PDA everywhere, doing dates and holding hands and cuddling every night, with hours of talking and sharing. I moved six hours away after all this. She took me to the airport after a awesome lingerie surprise and we left it that if it was meant to be so be it but that we would keep talking. She texted all about how much she missed me yada yada yada. Well I had some jealous moments while up here and it's become very weird with us. She said we were only friends and she never wanted a future with us though she did express these sentiments. Now we still chat and text but she keeps asking for me to be the old way I was, funny and joking and never bringing up our brief "relationship." my question is WTF were we doing? That's beyond friendship. It's not bf/gf status but is it really just friendship? Can friends screw and cuddle and date and meet parents? I am wicked confused by this girl's sudden...idk...iciness?? I am 30 she is 24. Am I just out of the loop? Anyway I am like head over heels for her and it looks like a waste. FML ha.
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