LoveHurts88 Posted September 6, 2012 Posted September 6, 2012 We were together for 2 years. Had our ups and downs like any other couple. We broke up once and got back together now we ended it for good. She broke up with me on August 9th, 2012 after a argument. During our time together I have done a lot for her and she has done a lot for me. I was going to school back then and so was she so I did not have that much money although I got a 21 grand student loan which eventually was used mostly on her. I don't mind still because till this day I only have one regret. During our time together I guess I took her for granted as she did with me. No I did not cheat on her or anything just that we did not do much together, one because I did not have the amount of income needed nor did I put in the effort I assume. Now that she's gone I realize that I have lost her and that I should have cherished her. I am not mad for the breakup I am quite disappointed. I love this girl to death. What hurt me the most was today when she said she has no feelings for me. I pretty much just left and that was that. NC: I will start writing in this thread whenever I feel the urge to talk to her. I can now say that it's over and I already have my answers. I wish I had treated her right. Although a relationship takes 2. I will learn from my faults and improve myself for the better. This is not BS I will stick to my words or will not be on LS ever again. I need to move on and find someone who appreciates me for the person I am.
Author LoveHurts88 Posted September 6, 2012 Author Posted September 6, 2012 Although i dont have the urge to talk to her. All thats goig thru my mind is her. When she said she had no more feelings for me, it felt like i got shot. When you cant have something thats when you want it more, hence the chase part. Ppl say buying dogs ruins relationship. She bought me one and now we are broken up. I really want her back but she said she has no feelings for me. I think shes lying, we saw each other on the 2nd and she still called me B. she said it was reflex
MW93i Posted September 6, 2012 Posted September 6, 2012 Although i dont have the urge to talk to her. All thats goig thru my mind is her. When she said she had no more feelings for me, it felt like i got shot. When you cant have something thats when you want it more, hence the chase part. Ppl say buying dogs ruins relationship. She bought me one and now we are broken up. I really want her back but she said she has no feelings for me. I think shes lying, we saw each other on the 2nd and she still called me B. she said it was reflex The first part is exactly what I'm like buddy, just gotta hit the pain and thoughts head on! Talk to friends/family they've always got the best advice. I've only spoke to 1 friend today and he understood and set the next three days up. Tomorrow - I'm going to strip my room & tidy everything within. Then watch the England match with friends. Saturday - Going to a theme park & then out on the night for a couple drinks Sunday - Going to a house party to have a drink. (I'll probs end up breaking down in front of friends but hey it's okay ) Just keep yourself busy buddy, it'll take your mind off her. I was told I wasnt loved anymore it hurt like crazy. Everytime I think of that moment I just take a gulp and remind myself that everything will work out in time as it did when I was told I wasnt loved with my first love. If you're thinking that she isnt feeling pain like you she will be, no one can truley love someone for a certain amount of time and not feel pain when its officially over. Keep trucking through!
Author LoveHurts88 Posted September 6, 2012 Author Posted September 6, 2012 The first part is exactly what I'm like buddy, just gotta hit the pain and thoughts head on! Talk to friends/family they've always got the best advice. I've only spoke to 1 friend today and he understood and set the next three days up. Tomorrow - I'm going to strip my room & tidy everything within. Then watch the England match with friends. Saturday - Going to a theme park & then out on the night for a couple drinks Sunday - Going to a house party to have a drink. (I'll probs end up breaking down in front of friends but hey it's okay ) Just keep yourself busy buddy, it'll take your mind off her. I was told I wasnt loved anymore it hurt like crazy. Everytime I think of that moment I just take a gulp and remind myself that everything will work out in time as it did when I was told I wasnt loved with my first love. If you're thinking that she isnt feeling pain like you she will be, no one can truley love someone for a certain amount of time and not feel pain when its officially over. Keep trucking through! Thanks man! I have a feeling shes lying to me so that I can move on. If she didnt why even bother coming to talk to me, why bother coming to shop with me? She said shes selfish. Mann id do anything to get her back.
MW93i Posted September 6, 2012 Posted September 6, 2012 Thanks man! I have a feeling shes lying to me so that I can move on. If she didnt why even bother coming to talk to me, why bother coming to shop with me? She said shes selfish. Mann id do anything to get her back. It's cool dude, if you think that.. Do it! Move on! You can do it . Time will heal you just like it will for me brother. Why don't you just block her out? Do you truly want to be with someone that has lost feelings for you? I don't, neither should you! We both deserve better than that.
Author LoveHurts88 Posted September 6, 2012 Author Posted September 6, 2012 It's cool dude, if you think that.. Do it! Move on! You can do it . Time will heal you just like it will for me brother. Why don't you just block her out? Do you truly want to be with someone that has lost feelings for you? I don't, neither should you! We both deserve better than that. No i dont wanna b with someone who has lost feelings. But i just cant see her losing feelings so soon. I would marry her right now if she gave me the chance to =[ ive got nothing to lose cuz ive lost my everything. I havent spoken to her or anything soo i guess thats good
Author LoveHurts88 Posted September 7, 2012 Author Posted September 7, 2012 Todays a whole new day of pain. I dont to talk to her mainly because ive done some reading. I am doing NC not only to move on but to also try and get her back. If she realizes that i am not there anymore maybe she will miss it who knows. But if im always bugging her and talking to her itll be like i never left. Lets aim for 2 weeks see if she msgs me. If not then im sure she has moved. I know she said she doesnt have feelings for me but im thinking shes lying.
Author LoveHurts88 Posted September 10, 2012 Author Posted September 10, 2012 Day 4 of my real NC. Over the weekend i had fun. Went clubbing and had a few drinks, but even tho i was having fun i was still thinking of her. I realize that she might not even miss me and that we wont be together anymore and it kills. I dont feel the urge to contact her but i always want her to msg me. Last time i went NC it was for a week but i msged her and she replied back and even started to msg me again. Sometimes i dont miss her but i think about her everyday. I love her. I am trying to do a 2 week NC and see what happens or if she will even message me. I know shes been partying and stuff and going home late. Is this her way Of gettin over me? Or is she already over me
Author LoveHurts88 Posted September 12, 2012 Author Posted September 12, 2012 We'll she broke my NC. Well i broke it as well by replying. I miss u b, i dont know how we ended up like this. Theres so much i wanna do with u but now its all too late. Regardless of the situation i still love u and always will. I wanna msg u and talk to u like old times but i know itll b hard and if i do that my feelings will come rushing back.
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