Swe3tAngel Posted September 4, 2012 Posted September 4, 2012 I didn't want to accept that it's over but I have no other choice anymore. He told me he gave up and his actions are most of the time showing that he has stopped caring about me same way he used to. Before it was always him figthing for us... and now I'm doing the fighting but no point - he is assuring me that he's not coming back and honestly I cannot fight anymore because it's literally killing me... so I need to stop.. I'm still having a hard time accepting that it's really over... so I need to believe that fully and accept it for what it is.. and move on... but how?? Nothing I do works :'( I love him more than I've ever loved anyone.. I made the mistake of making him my life and now that life is gone just taken away from me and I cant get it back.. and no matter what i do it's not working. I want to be at a place where I can say I'm good now.. I'm back to my old self, the person who loved life and was happy without him / before him. help? it's hurting too much.. it's killing me and I cannot do anything.. I'm stuck... I'm in denial :'(
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