dagriz07 Posted September 3, 2012 Posted September 3, 2012 I broke up with my ex a few months ago, but we were trying to work things out. We broke up because of something she lied about, and she felt awful about it but i was hurt and told her that I still need time to calm down A few weeks ago she broke down to me explaining im the best guy shes ever had and wants to fix things, and i just kind of left. Well, we start working things out, and wednesday she texts me that shes coming up to this bar i go to with her friend (girl). I said okay cool. Well, when i get there she has a guy with her and her friend. And all these anger and jealousy feelings struck me, and i was drunk (stupid) and pretty much told her she hurt and disrespected me and i would never want to see her again. Well, i wake up and what do you know, i feel like a complete jackass. Go 4 days without talking and i send her a text because my buddy who owns the bar said after i said that she was really upset. I sent her an apology about my actions and that she is still welcome to go and does not have to worry about me saying anything, and that i was upset. She texts me back saying can i call you after work, and i said sure. Well, she never called. And i waited and wanted to hear her voice so bad. Its now the next day, and i woke up on 3 hours of sleep so upset, and just couldnt go back to sleep. I want nothing in this world but to be with her. I stupidly went on her facebook and although i deleted her, i saw she is hanging out with another guy now. I feel like i can not move on totally. Something inside me says to send her another text asking to meet up for lunch, and talk about everything, even if it is just to end for good on okay terms. Sitting here debating is not helping because i know if i dont reach out, ill never know what could have happend. If she has moved on thats okay, i would just like to know so i can start. Im so confused and hurt, i just wish for things to be the way they used to be.
Emilia Posted September 3, 2012 Posted September 3, 2012 Call her don't text her. You can't have this kind of conversation over text
Author dagriz07 Posted September 3, 2012 Author Posted September 3, 2012 Your correct. I think I will wait until tonight as im unsure if shes working and would not like to have it over text. She does not like to talk on the phone, so if she misses my call she usually texts me back like "sorry whatsup?".. ill call, and if she picks up ill ask to meet up to talk for a few. If she does not, then i have my answer.
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