how do you get yourself into these situations...she asked

[nevadagirl]

I don't know where to put this and I usually post here so guess ill put it here.

 

I went skydiving for my birthday and I really hoped it would be cathartic. Couldn't get the ex out of my head.

 

Well it worked. At this moment he is so far removed from anything I care about. But all for the wronnng reasons.

 

The tandem instructor didn't pay me a lot of mind at first...just a few jokes here and there for the video. As the plane got higher I started getting nervous and he eventually realized this I guess so he pulled my face very close to his and gave me a pep talk that was part arrogance part confidence and very reassuring. We jump out of this perfectly good airplane and we don't die. The parachute opened hurray. Then he's all flirty. Took the silly cap off of my head because I was "too hot" to have to wear it. Made a joke about a birthday spanking. He was hot and flirting and my heart was in my chest and I liked it. He said "you should at least let me give you a birthday kiss" and I said "I would not object."

 

I thought he was kidding but when we landed and went to process the video guy was all over me. Which was totally fine I was verrrry attracted to him. We kept getting interrupted and he had to go take my sister for her jump so he goes. While gone I'm chatting with some crew members at this dropzone and this old man asks me if Ellie

[nevadagirl]

My phone doesn't work well with this site. Anyway he asks me if ellie took my reservation. I said I wasn't sure but I remembered talking to a woman. He says yea that's mikes girlfriend. I had a sssssssssssss moment but I didn't think much about it. Very drunk on adrenaline. He comes back with my sister and motions me back to the back to get my video slash get all up ons again and I was so into it...ugh. but there are people at this dropzone and we get interrupted again and we were out of excuses to be alone so I had to leave. My sister and I hugged the crew goodbye and thanked them. He whispered in my ear that he had my number from the forms I filled out and would text me later.

 

Now I know this was all about sex and the last thing I want is to date ANYONE any time soon but...I had this amazing experience that took a strange turn and for about a day I was drunk off of the whole thing. Until I realized guy was NOT going to text me.

 

Now I feel kind of stupid and embarrassed and sad bc all other junk aside I really wanted to skydive there again and now I can't. I told my friend this story and she just asked how do I get myself into these things.

 

...I have barely thought about the ex I have been posting about for so long in the past five days. But now instead I can't stop thinking about this cheating skydevil. Blah

[esteem-jam]

Cheating Skydevil hehe =)

I think Ellie needs to know. Or you could grab him by the balls with something like - "tell Ellie thanks from me for the trip." You could get acquainted with this Ellie, that should tame him down, at least towards you.

[nevadagirl]

Hehe...well there isnt anything for me to tell Ellie I'm never going back there. I'm just kind of sad about it. Its like having what started out as a really cool story and turned into another example of people sucking. I swear I'm never going to make it off of LS.