Zeb Posted September 1, 2012 Posted September 1, 2012 I'm very new here, just created my account because I feel like ****. About a little over 1 month ago my very first girlfriend left me... here is the story. February 17th I started dating this girl online, I met her on Skype trough a friend, I am from the south of Portugal, she is from the center (Lisbon). I really did feel anything for her but I had her number so we texted all day and talked trough Skype, until one night I fell asleep with her on the phone and I felt the butterflies, I fell in love with her there. 3 months later, May, was the month I went to go see her for the first time, I took my mother with me since I was 16 at the time and my mom is paranoid, it's a two hour train ride, I got there, hugged her then we kissed. I spent all day with her we mostly made out and barely talked. 1 month after that, I went to go see her again, because I was going to Canada for vacation for the whole summer, so June 17th I went to the airport 1 ****ing day earlier to be with her, spent the whole day there with her, we went to the bathrooms and we did some sexual **** I wont bother being more specific. That day I gave her my grandmother's bracelet, and I knew she loved me, her pupils we're extremely dilated and I just felt it, I loved her too so ****ing much. We pinky promised each other it would be forever, she made me do it too. So I'm at Canada we skype but don't talk as often because I don't have a phone here. One day she tells me she is going to her cousin's house for a few weeks of vacation (in Alentejo) I just had a bad feeling about it since the start of it. She leaves to her cousin's house and while she is there she barely talks to me, maybe 1 or 2 hours a day, sometimes we wouldn't even get 30 minutes. July 20th 2012, I log on facebook to see that my girlfriend wen't from being in a relationship to single... I go on skype, call her crying like a faggot, trying to understand, her initial response was, "I'm tired of everything, I don't want to be in a relationship", then this changed to, "I don't think I love you anymore, you're like a friend to me now", until I heard from a friend of mine that she had a crush on another guy from that place she was at. I cried like a bitch, and she said she needed time to think on her feelings cause she was 'really confused about them'. Basically, I removed her and blocked her, but I still think about her, and I still think about the few moments I was with her, and the songs I would sing for her. I didn't deserve this, I treated her so well, that's all that I thought that mattered. Anyways, 8 days from now I return to Portugal, I just want to have some advice I feel like ****, I don't know what to do. I was 16 she is 14, I recently turned 17. People in Portugal are way more mature, I don't need to hear the you are too young bull ****. Sorry for the long post.
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