LostGirl11 Posted August 30, 2012 Posted August 30, 2012 I really can't think straight so I'm sorry if this thread seems a bit messed up. Ok, so I guess I need to call him my ex... Me and my ex lived quite a distance away from eachother but it was never an issue to eaither of us. We loved eachother and that was all that mattered to us. We hadn't seen eachother for a while but we spoke on the phone everyday and text all day. Anyway, he went on holiday for a week and the day he got back I was going on my holiday, at this point we were really missing eachother but we were still getting on fine. He asked me to go to see him after my holiday which I obviously said yes to!! So all through my holiday we were both really excited about me going to see him, made plans ect. As soon as I got home from my holiday I washed all my clothes and fired up the laptop to book my ticket. I only had two choices of journeys, I could sit on a coatch for 6 hours or I could just wait until monday and travel for just 3 hours. Please bare in mind that I suffer from bad travel sickness and he knew this! I told him that I will be coming on monday thinking he would be fine with it! Yeah right! He went mental on me! Said that I didn't keep my promise ect! I tried my hardest through the shock to explain that I'd feel like utter crap by the time I'd get to him if I got the 6 hour one. But no. He told me not to bother, told me that I wasn't welcome and how he will never contact me again and that he is going to smash up his phone so I can't contact him. (Which he did infact do) So now I'm left feeling like this. Sick! I can't even think! I can't stop crying. I know this will sound stupid but I don't even want to be here anymore. I actually can't deal with the pain. Everything feels so alian. I don't understand how he could just cut me out of his life like that! I've always known that he has anger issues and he doesn't react well if things don't go his way but I didn't think he was that bad. I'm pretty much dead to him arent I?
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