MichellePoet Posted August 30, 2012 Posted August 30, 2012 I have been with my boyfriend for almost three years. We started going out in high school, when I was sixteen and I am now eighteen. At first, it was great because we had so much in common and there was a physical connection. But somewhere towards the end of the first year, I found out he had been lying to me and seeing his ex through an online relationship. That started the downfall, I believe for a year or longer I have been uncertain and not sure whether to say or not. The problems have not gone away, he's dishonest, lazy, and irritable. We have tried to break up several times and both times we couldn't do it, mostly cause I saw him at school. Now I am in college, just started today, but he is still in high school (told you that he was lazy). Maybe I can finally do it. I have known for some time the love is pretty much gone. I am mostly pretending when I see him. I never really "want" to see him, mostly from rountine or to please him. When I try to break up recently, he starts to cry and begs me to stay. I can't stand it. Now he has recieved some health news, making it harder for me to end it. But perhaps it would be better to end it, says his mother cause it would cut stress from his life. At this moment, we hope its not cancer. It's something with his thyroid and heart. I need help, I know there is no magic solution, I have been looking for it for a year, it's all me, but any advice would be helpful. I feel like there isn't any respect, trust, or love from me in this relationship anymore.
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