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In love with my best friend


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Hi

 

New to this so bare with me.

 

One of my best friends, whom I have never seen as a potential girlfriend and I had a moment of physical attraction. But we stopped as it seemed like the wrong thing to do. I mean we have been like brother and sister for years but for one moment things changed.

 

That was a few months ago and we didn't talk about it after and continued like nothing happened.

 

I started seeing someone and she seemed happy for me. But something I found out after I broke up with this girl is that my friend actually did have feelings for me but was waiting for me to come to her.

 

But I didn't, and as a result she slept around and became depressed.

 

The thing is I was and still am in lover with her. Only now she has moved on from that and is seeing a guy who is an ok guy, but I know she doesn't care about truly.

 

I don't want them to break up, not over my feelings. But I just feel stuck and so incredibly regretful.

 

I'm not here for answers. I know there isn't one.

 

I just needed to vent.

 

My friends who know us both have told us for years we should have been together, but that I need to just let it go.

 

She and I are still friends, just to be clear. We would never have let this break us as friends. I just needed closure.

 

Hope someone out there reads this and knows if they are in the same situation, that I and probably many others know how difficult it can be.

 

Kind regards, Me

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