Brokendude Posted August 27, 2012 Posted August 27, 2012 (edited) Its been over a month and a half nc and bu of a 2.5 yr relationship and i still do miss her but my state has improved. Ive decided since we broke up that i wouldnt stop until im happy and im not gonna wait around to be happy. Although difficult and still grieving ive always pushed myself to not live in an isolated world of depression, i chose tho hard, that i will help myself thru this, i didnt want to go through the motions of depression, helplessness, and self-pity. And ive realized this, u can actually control ur emotions. I set aside grieving time and leave it at that, i choose to not live and dwell on this debilitating circumstance and i put myself first and everyday i wake up stronger than yesterday. The point of this post is to tell u guys not to give up the fight and constantly fight for and live urself, this process can be dragged out or happiness can easily be attained faster if we choose. Theres always hope as long as we have ourselves, make urself an instrument, and use you to battle these awful times, ur stronger then u think and happiness is really and truly closer than we think just keep pluggin away and investing in urself Edited August 27, 2012 by Brokendude
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