getting closer

[Coyoteloco]

Hey, just wanted to share this that happened to me yesterday night. So in the last week my ex gf asked me to meet with her, but i didnt want to because i got pissed cause of some pictures she took, so i didnt answer the text. Then i kept no contact, and on friday night she called my house and my cellphone 3 times, and it was also my dads birthday so she sent a text to him wishing happy birthday. Then on saturday, a mutual friend birthday party, and to tell the truth i wasnt planning to be going if i knew she was going, but she never made it clear if she was going or not, which i did. So then i decided well i dont give a damn im going anyways. So i get there hang out with some of my friends and then she appears, after not seen her for 1 month i see her again, i just acted like if it was one of my other friends. Then when the night goes on, i go to get my jacket and then she appears infront of me, and starts talking to me, i cant even remember what i was she was talking about, but then she goes and trys to hug me, like she gets really close to me and like wanting me to put my arms around her, so i tell her "what are you doing?" and i pull her off. Then one of her friends comes to get her, and i leave and she leaves with her friend. So time goes by, and a really good friend of mine tells me that she was staring at me the whole night, and that she went to talk to him and asked him what was going through my mind right now, and that she was crying and really sad. So i look around for her cause i dont want her to cry, but i cant find her. So i go out with my close friend to have a smoke and she was there with a gay friend of us, and like i didnt want to get into the conversation, but my close friend tells me to join them, as soon as i do that she starts to talk to me, and asks me how my dad is doing cause he had a surgery done, and other stuff related to my life. Then she tells me that she called me the other day, and it was because she wanted to talk to me, and that she also asked to meet with me, and then again she trys to get me to put my arms around her, and to hug her, and im like, i dont know what to do, and i was pretty drunk too (lol) , so i just say no, because it wasnt the right time or moment and it aint that easy for her to get me back. So her girlfriend comes again and gets her and leaves with her. So then my close friend talks to me saying that i should be with her, and that i should kiss her. But then after that i see all my friends outside the club, and i go with them, and then the next thing i know is that im going home. When i get there i start up the computer and start seeing photos of us together, and oh my god it was so emotional and cryed, and if we get back together again that would be the best feeling in my whole life, cause im so inlove with her. So im thinking i reading all the right signs in her, and if all goes right ill start aproaching to her this week, and hopefully meet with her on friday and get thing serious. Life is such a wonderfull experience, i also started with therapy to control a bit my jealousy problems, and its doing good work to it.

 

im so excited right now , and it seems like things can only go one way. So if you people got any useful advice on how to aproach to this, or any mistake i should avoid in this proces it would be really helpful, and all ur support through all of this was awesome. Ill post again if we actually get back togehter