Matt145 Posted August 21, 2012 Posted August 21, 2012 (edited) So i think im now in the anger stage am i right? We split up 2 months ago and ive been hurting for them whole 2 months i still love her and all that, and it would still hurt me to see her with another guy. I dont wake up hurting no more i wake up angry. Although i stay angry when i think about my ex i do still hurt a bit, just a little bit nowhere as much as i did. I just feel texting her every morning telling her how much a ****ing joke she is for what she did to me she even called me her bestfriend 2 days ago. She still thinks i dont hate her or dont have nothing against her for what she done to me. But i want to let her know that i do and shes a ****ing bitch! Ugh i cant stand the little slut, i can give about 100 reasons why shes a horrible girl and i want her to know that! Then maybe i wont be as angry:D Edited August 21, 2012 by Matt145
spicolli Posted August 21, 2012 Posted August 21, 2012 I would like to see you list those 100 reasons on here. I think it will really help you to see it in writing, to have a point of reference when you feel weak, and it will keep you from texting her. I Understand 100% the anger youre experiencing, and the best thing you can do for yourself, and for your sanity, is to purge it. Sooooo reasons 1-100 lets goooo
jmjacobs31 Posted August 21, 2012 Posted August 21, 2012 Write the things down! I made a list of all the things I didnt like about my relationship. Some were stupid while others were more serious... Well the list is almost up to 170 things! I read it all the time and It really helps.
Author Matt145 Posted August 21, 2012 Author Posted August 21, 2012 1. Shes a cheater 2. Shes a lier 3. Shes ungrateful 4. She wouldnt let me move on 5. She always makes me feel guilty 6. She was so hard to please 7. She was bossy and wanted everything her way 8. She still wasnt over her ex after our 2 year relationship 9. She moaned over everything 10. She was narky with me sometimes for nothing 11. She used to take her problems out on me 12. She called me after a week NC because she had family problems 13. She talks and kissed the guy she cheated on me with 14. She loved arguing 15. She was a drama queen 16. She said our relationship wasnt a real relationship even though it was 17. She stills calls me her bestfriend and wants to be friends 18. She used sex to try and lure me into being friends with her 19. She lead me on twice and ****ed me off again 20. She always wanted to have " breaks " 21. She got jelous because i used to go to my aunts and uncles and stay away for a few days 22. She thinks shes got me wrapped around her finger 23. She had anger issues 24. She put her slutty friends ahead of me and then dumped me 25. She was two faced she used to slag her mates off to me then be all nice to them 26. She always wanted to watch the stuff she wanted on the TV 27. She still says " ill always be here for you " when i dont ****ing want her here for me! 28. She begged for me to stay with her after she cheated on me then dumped me a week later WTF? 29. She used to slap me sometimes when we argued 30. She wont seem to leave me alone after she dumped me but she still doesnt want to be together 31. Apparently shes been seeing her ex, but im not 100% sure but i hate her for even being accused of it 32. Her family where all nice to her but she was a ****ing bitch back to them 33. She is a manipulating bitch who manipulated me in the 2 year relationship and after we split up 34. She got jelous sometimes because i got better grades than her 35. She got really jelous of other girls in our relationship and even after we split up 36. Shes a wierdo in general she always used to say she was gunna committ suicide she must of said it about 20 times. I think ill take a break now:p
Author Matt145 Posted August 21, 2012 Author Posted August 21, 2012 I feel a bit better now but theres more things. I wish i could just pay someone to just beat the **** out of her, seriously i have that much spite towards her.
weallfalldown Posted August 21, 2012 Posted August 21, 2012 I feel a bit better now but theres more things. I wish i could just pay someone to just beat the **** out of her, seriously i have that much spite towards her. me too.......i feel like i'm gon cause a **** storm......i'm a scorpio and never forget...
Author Matt145 Posted August 21, 2012 Author Posted August 21, 2012 me too.......i feel like i'm gon cause a **** storm......i'm a scorpio and never forget... I do admit though id rarther feel like this than being really hurt like i was i still hurt but nowhere as much as i did. But its still horrible feeling like this, i just want revenge so much but theres ****all i can do and it probably wouldnt be a good idea anyway.
Crila16 Posted August 21, 2012 Posted August 21, 2012 Anger stage is good. That means you're taking her off the pedistal and you're now finally dealing head on with what you're feeling. You're in stage 3. Congrats. Only 2 more stages to go.
Author Matt145 Posted August 21, 2012 Author Posted August 21, 2012 Anger stage is good. That means you're taking her off the pedistal and you're now finally dealing head on with what you're feeling. You're in stage 3. Congrats. Only 2 more stages to go. What are the other stages? Ive gone through denial and bargaining and depression pretty much. Well im still in depression kinda.
weallfalldown Posted August 21, 2012 Posted August 21, 2012 acceptance can be from the begining...there is no 1234 plan........
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