constantinecaelum Posted August 19, 2012 Posted August 19, 2012 as you all may know i am only 15 years old, yes i am young, a teenager, i know, i'm just a kid, that i don't really know love but let me just type something... sorry for my bad english grammar or sentences... I fell inlove in someone... literally... but that someone loves my bestfriend... its like this he's my first love, and my bestfriend is his first love, but my bestfriend's first love is his younger brother, and his younger brother's first love is my best friend... i and my bestfriend have been best friends through 4 years and i have been inlove for 4 years too... 2 months ago i confess to him through a voice recorder and i knew that i am getting rejected yet i still did it. i still haven't seen him, i don't really see him, i mean he can see me but i can't see him... we have been communicating through my best friend, but we don't chat or call or something we just say things to my best friend and my best friend would say it to us or something... and i still fell inlove to a person i can't see nor communicate... and i just knew that he love my best friend... and a month ago or days ago... i just can't understand myself... i mean if i fell inlove so easily to a person i can't see then that means i can get over it easily too, right? it's been months or days yet i still can't get over it... is it because he's my first love? i just don't get it... how can i get over to someone that doesn't love me for the first place that everything that he had done was not for me... it was for her.. that every word he mention was not for me but for her... and i can't do anything because i can't see him... how do i get over him?... how can i forget my feelings that i have kept for 4 years? how? can someone explain how this love actually works... i mean this sucks and i hated it because it hurts...
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