starting to heal, but not really. here's my story of the day.

[ellllllarose]

Well lots of feedback on my cutting post, I didn't do it. Just to clear that up, I almost did the night all this happened. But he had already cheated by then which probably is why he didn't care and still doesn't.

 

But the point of this post that you're reading is because his friend posted a picture of him and he's wearing a girly bracelet. So he's moved on, and is talking to somebody new. That i'm absolutely sure of because that's the only way you can be fine with a break up SO QUICKLY, I've learned. Is to replace one problem with something(someone) else until it goes away. Or he has all along, which i'm also not surprised of. that's what he's doing. I had a friend tell me to stop obsessing. So I'm going to try. I blocked him, I asked people if they want to hangout. Nobody does, of course. Not surprised again. But now I'm just lonely with literally nobody to talk to. I'm 17 and spending all my time on a love forum looking for answers. I need a cigarette but I'm out and nobody is 18 when I need them to be. That's the only reason I'll go outside. So here I am. What to do... what to do.. Friday night and i'm here.

[Car10e]

You can go for a jog or exercise? Or go for a drive? That always helps me.

 

Sitting around the house alone is only going to make it worse for you. Even if you don't feel like going out, you have to force yourself.

 

I'm just curious, do you have history of cutting before this?

[ellllllarose]

You can go for a jog or exercise? Or go for a drive? That always helps me.

 

Sitting around the house alone is only going to make it worse for you. Even if you don't feel like going out, you have to force yourself.

 

I'm just curious, do you have history of cutting before this?

 

a very long, five year history of it. and he knows that. but i want to drive, i just don't know where to go or even which direction

[Car10e]

a very long, five year history of it. and he knows that. but i want to drive, i just don't know where to go or even which direction

 

 

Maybe he feels your using it as an excuse to get his attention? Have you gotten professional help for it?

 

Just drive, even if its in circles. Its very therapeutic.

[ellllllarose]

Maybe he feels your using it as an excuse to get his attention? Have you gotten professional help for it?

 

Just drive, even if its in circles. Its very therapeutic.

 

I think that's what his friends think, and yes I have. and I did go for a drive: )

[Car10e]

I think that's what his friends think, and yes I have. and I did go for a drive: )

 

 

Did the drive help?