steveblack Posted August 17, 2012 Posted August 17, 2012 So I have been NC for over a month and this week has been the worst. I feel the reason is I have been brainwashing myself to think I could run away from this problem. I redone my resume and have applied for employment elsewhere. I have recently got a good job opportunity to leave my city and go elsewhere. I was thinking this is what I need! After thinking for a week or two, I never really wanted to leave, and this new job isn't really what I want to do, I just wanted to run away. I really liked the idea of leaving and starting new. (the breakup really is independent of me wanting a new job, but has maximized my emotions a bit) I think the reason why this has been so tough, is that I now realize that there will be no quick fixes for this. Oh I ran into her friend and she asked 'how are you doing?' in the tone of awwwww you pathetic weak soul. Made me feel like poop. Thanks for the listen
Chi townD Posted August 17, 2012 Posted August 17, 2012 Dude, there's nothing wrong with a freah start. As a matter of fact, it's encouraged. You need to do things taht are completely different from what you did before when you were with your Ex. And as far as running into the Ex's friend, I hope she saw you with a new hairstyle, dropped a few pounds and/or built muscle mass in new threads. Hopefully, she saw you upbeat and happy, because you know damn well she went back to her Ex and stated that she ran into you. It wouls be awesome if she reported back, "Steve looks awesome! He seems really happy. He got a new job and he'll be moving and before he leaves he's going to take me out to dinner. I'm sure you won't mind!" OPPS!!!
Author steveblack Posted August 17, 2012 Author Posted August 17, 2012 Had a new T shirt on. Was rocking the gun show. I responded to the question, knowing what she was implying, "well its life". I never talked about my ex with her, and i was also with a couple of girls ( I don't think her friend saw me with them). I am not trying to make her jealous or make her feel bad. I am trying to move on, its just tough. Thanks for the response
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