Canadian731 Posted August 16, 2012 Posted August 16, 2012 (edited) So I decided I needed to say this, not to her but just write it down and put it out into the world. I'm sorry for saying I would date you when I saw you as nothing more then a friend. I'm sorry for letting you take me away from all my friends to spend all my time with you. I'm sorry for letting what you had done in your past effect things between us. I'm sorry for being emotionally unavailable, I was never able to show my true feelings out of fear of being judged. I'm sorry for putting you down about money when I knew there was nothing you could do. I'm sorry for all the times I yelled, I know how much you hated when I yelled. I'm sorry if I didn't let you know how much I truly loved and cared for you, I never knew how to love and be loved. I'm sorry if I ever made you feel insecure about yourself, I was so insecure about my own self. I'm sorry for all the times I guilted you into things you clearly didn't want to do. Most of all, I am sorry for cheating on you, I know there is no good excuse for betraying someone's trust, I can't even tell you why I did it because I have no idea, I just felt so alone and un loved eventhough I had you. *I truly do hope somewhere along the way you take time to be single and find your true self, I don't think that is something you can do when you are in a relationship such as the one we had, but it seems your insecurities tell you that you need a man to be whole. *I honestly do wish you the best in life and I hope you can find someone who can make you happy one day. But most of all, I'm sorry... Edited August 16, 2012 by Canadian731
confusedx10 Posted August 16, 2012 Posted August 16, 2012 ugh i feel the same way I'm sorry for everything i did that hurt my boyfriend. i cheated on him once and he cheated on me once. both of us got over it but now we are broken up because of distance. i want to tell him i love him and i am sorry and i will do anything. i am giving him space and seeing how i feel in a couple of months. i hope you are controlling your pain well
Author Canadian731 Posted August 16, 2012 Author Posted August 16, 2012 Im not really in pain anymore, more sad that it ended the way it did, I just felt like there were some things I needed to get off my chest that I won't be able to say to her due to NC.
fucpcg Posted August 16, 2012 Posted August 16, 2012 If you want to grow as a man, say it to the person you offended, not to an internet forum. 1
Hindsight_is_20_20 Posted August 16, 2012 Posted August 16, 2012 Reading this made me feel that sinking feeling again.
SoConfusedAndInShock Posted August 16, 2012 Posted August 16, 2012 if you want to be truly forgiven you need to tell her this in person. this will really help you become a better person knowing that you have apologized to her in a proper manner and meant it (please do!) it will help you move on with your life without regrets and im sure it would mean a lot to her. Life goes on, but just be the better person and do this for both of you. you'll probably feel a lot better knowing that she knows how you truly feel and how sorry you are. i'm a chick and i know for fact if a man was to put his pride/ego aside to say all these things, i would really have no hesitation to forgive him and move on with my life. just my opinion...
weallfalldown Posted August 16, 2012 Posted August 16, 2012 I'm sorry to say no matter what you say sometimes, it doesn't take away the bitterness or pain, you'll never get closure, because they have left you, moved on.....it's down to you to close it off in your own way in time.....
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