Can't Fight Anymore

[youngnlove89]

There is no question about it

You ask me if I want it

No, I need it

You’re crazy if you think your leaving

I beat you to it, I’m already grieving

I left a note saying ‘so long’

On the kitchen counter, I’ve been gone

You think you hurt me

Well guess what, you’re wrong

You love me, then you hate me

Crawl back wanting to do it again

I feel like I’ll never win

Everything I hate about me, I see in him

I love you

You say I love you more

This time I’m not so sure

I know you don’t mean it anymore

There’s a reason but what for

Stay with me, it’ll be worth it

Don’t leave me, feelings might surface

I pull you closer, but you just curse it

Look at my face, you think I’m perfect

We all make mistakes but we learn from it

You pull away, you became worse from it

What am I supposed to do, you caused it

What we had is no longer

I ****ed it up, and now you’re stronger

I left you and now you found her

Now our love begins to blur

This pain, there is no cure

I loved you entirely

But what is love if there’s no sorry

I’m on my knees giving my apology

You can take it or leave it

I’m gonna guess leave it

Since you made it clear

That there is no luck my dear

We had our chance

But you always said you can’t

Something was in the way

It’s what couldn’t make you stay

I’m guessing tonight she got her way

While I’m here trying to make it okay

You are off doing your own thing

I call you but all I hear is a ring

What the hell am I fighting for

When there is nothing left anymore

But the broken pieces on the floor

[Shotputter]

Seems like you're going through a lot. I'm sure things will get better with time. I'm also struggling from a breakup. My first in fact. IT is for sure the hardest thing i've ever had to gone through. More traumatic for me than death. I was so hooked on her.