2muchlove Posted August 12, 2012 Posted August 12, 2012 I sit here writing this hungover and a little drunk with 3 hours of sleep. I met up with some old mutual co-workers last night for some drinks and shenanigans. Got a lot of both. We all get piss drunk and head to someones place after the bar closes. I get into a serious discussion with one of my old co workers - ill call her "J"- about my ex where she proceeds to tell me things about my ex that blew my mind. J kept telling me things that just reassured me my ex was a borderline. Somehow this girl knew everything without even associating with my ex outside of work. She also didn't care to leave out how stupid I was for choosing to be with her in the first place. After that discussion she tells me about one of the 5 rebounds (which was also an ex coworker of mine and hers) and how that ended super fast. Which obviously brought a smile to my face. 1 down 4 to go. HA! (hoe) Somewhere last night I just transitioned into pity for my ex because of how difficult it's going to be for her to be in a cool, healthy relationship. I still really want to inform her about the possibility of having BPD. But I gotta stay strong with the NC. I almost text her in a drunken rage about how stupid she is to give up on the relationship, among other things. I wish I could say I'm going to wake up feeling better about my situation but I have a feeling the alcohol will have it's way with my head. Who knows... I just wanted to update you guys. Thanks for reading. Hopefully I can get back to sleep. PS - I slept with one of the old coworkers with no remorse for the ex. So that's a step up.
weallfalldown Posted August 12, 2012 Posted August 12, 2012 hehe nice one... Mate, she sounds like a right **** up.....(no offence) Your better where you are dude, hope the hangover aint too bad.....
Author 2muchlove Posted August 12, 2012 Author Posted August 12, 2012 hehe nice one... Mate, she sounds like a right **** up.....(no offence) Your better where you are dude, hope the hangover aint too bad..... Haha yea no doubt she was. Still loved the **** out of her though. I'm also going to dinner with one of her old friends on monday. That will be fun.
weallfalldown Posted August 12, 2012 Posted August 12, 2012 even better......try not to obtain too many sordid details about your ex.....instead ...well, you know what to do....
Author 2muchlove Posted August 12, 2012 Author Posted August 12, 2012 even better......try not to obtain too many sordid details about your ex.....instead ...well, you know what to do.... Im going to avoid talking about her at all costs. But it's like the plague man, everybody that knows us wants to talk about it. It was coming out of everybody's mouth last night since we all used to work together. But I was too obliterated to give a ****. And yea, I'm goin for gold on this one. 1
Dblock10 Posted August 12, 2012 Posted August 12, 2012 how do you know if someone has BPD and is it actually real>? i read a bit about it, but it seems like a rather wishy washy generalisation for things that no one can explain
Author 2muchlove Posted August 12, 2012 Author Posted August 12, 2012 how do you know if someone has BPD and is it actually real>? i read a bit about it, but it seems like a rather wishy washy generalisation for things that no one can explain It may or may not be a generalization. But she holds every written quality to the tee. It seems like every description I have read is written just for her. So I'm only using it to classify a long list of issues that just happens to have a name.
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