weallfalldown Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 even though i kind of don't like my ex.........at the mo i miss your voice i still here it echo your cheeky smile your naughty mind your beautiful eyes holding you holding hands out walking the smell of your skin your tears your cooking your beautifull body i guess i miss everything........ christ i'm in tears now..
Xestenz Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 Good for you, for letting it out here and not trying to tell her unhearing ears or unfeeling heart. I understand exactly how you feel. 2
Mike_d Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 with tears streaming down my face too I miss your beautiful face curling up on the couch with you the crzy way you wore your sweats over your hands and feet unbundling you in the winter to throw you into bed making love to you sunday mornings and staying in bed driving in the car on a long trip with you while you talk and talk all kinds of crazy stuff, and I just listen and smile cause I know this makes you happy knowing when you say something unintelligible exactly what you said and exactly what you meant the smell of your skin the smell of your hair running my hands through your hair my fingers just tracing lines on your back lying naked in bed the way you would twitch when you fall asleep watching you sleep your laugh bringing you coffee in the morning to wake you up I miss you more than I can ever begin to use words to describe. my heart has a crater in it from where you used to lie. 1
beyond Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 Wow. I'm sorry I don't know either of your stories, but if the girl (s) in question didn't cheat and you want them back, then sending what you both posted here would surely melt the hardest of hearts. That is, of course, if you want them back! xx
Mike_d Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 sh*t, and I was doing so good this week, wheels totally off the bus, meltdown in full blown mode. well, hopefully the outcome of letting it out will open room to let something different in. ever forward eh? this sucks
Mike_d Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 Wow. I'm sorry I don't know either of your stories, but if the girl (s) in question didn't cheat and you want them back, then sending what you both posted here would surely melt the hardest of hearts. That is, of course, if you want them back! xx unfort mine was guilty of the above, no backstepping for me. but she knows how I feel, just doesnt believe it. one of many many issues. you can search my profile for my first post here last april to get the story if you want
Author weallfalldown Posted August 10, 2012 Author Posted August 10, 2012 let it out.................i sent that off in an email to her just now...what a doughnut:rolleyes:
beyond Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 unfort mine was guilty of the above, no backstepping for me. but she knows how I feel, just doesnt believe it. one of many many issues. you can search my profile for my first post here last april to get the story if you want Ah, sorry Mike. I was just really touched reading that and know sometimes guys keep all that stuff inside when in reality a lot of women would love to hear something so honest and raw. You seem to have the right attitude though - let it all out and make room for good things to come in. I do think getting over someone comes in 'waves'. Its not a gradual getting better and better each day process - it can sometimes be, a week of feeling great followed by a day of pure hell. Ride it out and look towards the horizon for a new adventure xx 1
beyond Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 let it out.................i sent that off in an email to her just now...what a doughnut:rolleyes: Its done now, don't beat yourself up. Again, I don't know your story but I love the sentiment. Let us know what happens xx
Author weallfalldown Posted August 10, 2012 Author Posted August 10, 2012 Its done now, don't beat yourself up. Again, I don't know your story but I love the sentiment. Let us know what happens xx hi...sodd all. i can bet on it..........
2muchlove Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 let it out.................i sent that off in an email to her just now...what a doughnut:rolleyes: This is why I love you, bro. No homo. Make's me feel like I'm not doing so bad. But I think I'm going to have to write one of those now. How much have you sent her before this letter?
Author weallfalldown Posted August 10, 2012 Author Posted August 10, 2012 This is why I love you, bro. No homo. Make's me feel like I'm not doing so bad. But I think I'm going to have to write one of those now. How much have you sent her before this letter? no contact x 2 months..... then phoned her mums then spoke to her then fired off a laod of texts 3 days ago...thats it.. heard nout,,,,,,,,i know she's angry......and couldn't give a ...
beyond Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 hi...sodd all. i can bet on it.......... So what. You got it out there and her not saying anything is not the same as her not feeling anything when she reads it. She would have to have a heart of stone not to be moved by it. Don't worry about her reaction, just concentrate on yourself. One positive is, you know you can love someone that deeply and so when you are ready, you will do so again. xx 1
Author weallfalldown Posted August 10, 2012 Author Posted August 10, 2012 kind words......to be honest i don't care what i send her....it doesn;t really affect me anymore.. this post was just a way of talking to the wind...she is the wind....in spirit form.......am i going nuts? lol
Tree_Salmon Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 kind words......to be honest i don't care what i send her....it doesn;t really affect me anymore.. I like posting with both of you guys but you have to cut this s**t out. These girls no longer deserve any of your time. You are handing her your balls every time you write anything to her. Get out of the situation and live a bit. Give her some time to miss you back. If it's meant to be. You're just reinforcing what she already knew about you "i have him by the balls". And no woman wants to date that. I'm telling you from the heart. No more emails. F**k that s**t
2muchlove Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 kind words......to be honest i don't care what i send her....it doesn;t really affect me anymore.. this post was just a way of talking to the wind...she is the wind....in spirit form.......am i going nuts? lol Nah I feel the same way. Maybe we're both nuts. But I could easily send my ex a cacophony of messages and emails telling her how I feel. I'm just trying to eat it all up myself. I hope that's not unhealthy.
Tree_Salmon Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 Nah I feel the same way. Maybe we're both nuts. But I could easily send my ex a cacophony of messages and emails telling her how I feel. I'm just trying to eat it all up myself. I hope that's not unhealthy. Yeah but she'll just have less and less respect for you each time. Maybe even f**k the new guy extra that night just because you gave her such an ego boost. Think i'm wrong? I don't like seeing guys do this to themselves. It's a sick mind game and you always lose at the end of the day. 1
2muchlove Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 I like posting with both of you guys but you have to cut this s**t out. These girls no longer deserve any of your time. You are handing her your balls every time you write anything to her. Get out of the situation and live a bit. Give her some time to miss you back. If it's meant to be. You're just reinforcing what she already knew about you "i have him by the balls". And no woman wants to date that. I'm telling you from the heart. No more emails. F**k that s**t You've got a point, but there are some girls so guarded they wouldn't say anything unless they knew how you felt first. Much like my ex. I have no idea how she feels right now but I have a pretty good idea how she felt the last time we spoke almost a month ago. However... She is always very prone to questioning her decisions. But never would admit it unless it came up from somebody else first.
Author weallfalldown Posted August 10, 2012 Author Posted August 10, 2012 hahaa...yea fine words.... i screwed it all up not her.....she was hearbroken......then decided i needed the sa,e treatment......karma in her hands...
2muchlove Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 Yeah but she'll just have less and less respect for you each time. Maybe even f**k the new guy extra that night just because you gave her such an ego boost. Think i'm wrong? I don't like seeing guys do this to themselves. It's a sick mind game and you always lose at the end of the day. I'm thinking every case is different. But for the most part they all share that common area. But I'm not sending her anything. The only time I broke NC was a letter I sent 3 weeks ago. I don't regret it even though she didn't respond. But I feel like I said everything that I needed to.
Tree_Salmon Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 You've got a point, but there are some girls so guarded they wouldn't say anything unless they knew how you felt first. Much like my ex. I have no idea how she feels right now but I have a pretty good idea how she felt the last time we spoke almost a month ago. However... She is always very prone to questioning her decisions. But never would admit it unless it came up from somebody else first. I had the MOST guarded girl I've ever been with. And she acted the exact same way. If you said it once there's no need to say it again. They know how much you love them. And honestly, most girls don't like when guys start to lose their s**t because they cant have them anymore. They like the attention but they would never date you again. It's a massive sign of weakness. And its completely accurate. You're weak because your hurt right now and its completely acceptable to be that way, just don't let her see it. Talk here, heal up and then confidently speak to her. This is just going to be a circle of pain for you if you keep that up.
2muchlove Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 hahaa...yea fine words.... i screwed it all up not her.....she was hearbroken......then decided i needed the sa,e treatment......karma in her hands... I second that motion. And sorry to thread jack.
Author weallfalldown Posted August 10, 2012 Author Posted August 10, 2012 ive already ****ed a new girl so i win hahahahahaha 1
Tree_Salmon Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 ive already ****ed a new girl so i win hahahahahaha yeah but you're still heartbroken about her. do you really win...do you? (public service announcement style)
Author weallfalldown Posted August 10, 2012 Author Posted August 10, 2012 yeah but you're still heartbroken about her. do you really win...do you? (public service announcement style) there are no winners my friend, we all know that, i lost she lost, we both lost..............and i'm not really that heartbroken to be honest.... just miss a few things.......mainly sex..haha
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