Loveforprincess Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 Ok so last July I might the most amazing girl but I didnt realize all of her baggage. She has dad issues from when he left her at a young age, she's adopted, she's is currently in recover from anorexia, she's been forced to have sex twice, and the number of guys she's been with when we meet a year ago was 47 today it's somewhere between 66-81 there was a brief period of no contact. So she lived in my apartment building and there was instant attraction she was having problems with her boyfriend so I step back and the day she told me she broke up with him she grab me and kissed me and it was a whirlwind romance. The problem was shortly after starting our relationship here ex got diagnosed with black mold poisoning and she keep contact so I backed off again because I didn't want to be a rebound. Two days out of the week her ex would stay with her and the rest of the week he was out of town and we were "together" and I believed her that once he moved in december we'd be together. And I accepted that and everything was fine until November when she started contacting other exs and began cheating on me and her "boyfriend". At this point we stopped being together because I felt betrayed and come January she came back and said I was the guy she wanted to spend her life with she just didn't want to be in a serious relationship anytime soon. She then started seeing a guy in a city165 miles away and only saw him on the weekend for sex while we were hooking up but after he didn't show up to her bday party the first weekend of February that ended and we were happy together then she tryed JDate for fun and meet some rich dude and they dated for 2 weeks then we were hooking up again while her original ex randomly showed up for a booty call once or twice a month. After being in the room with them I realized it was just for sex especially after I randomly came acrossed a photo of his well endowment. Then we stopped being us in the begining of may and started hooking up with guys all month and I thought after everything I learned for the past 10 months it was just a matter of time then in mid June she told me she didn't see me like that anymore and I started no contact. And right when I started to get over her she called me and told me I should come and say hi to the puppy, I forgot to mention we got a puppy in October. That day she said she wanted to give us a real try I just need to wait because she had just switched colleges and she wanted to get settled in before she starts anything then later that night she kissed me that was on our 1year anniversary so I starting acting like a friend but staying reserved incase she's toying with my emotions. Then 3 weeks ago her first love past away so I want out of my way to console her and I stayed with her every night at her parents place we would cuddle all night. Her parents didn't care because they love me for everything I have done for there daughter( I help her gain her weight back I meet her she was 69 pounds when we finally broke up she was 111 and I know it was me because I was living with except when her bf was in town obviously it'd be awkward for the 3 of us to share a bed.) which was a big deal because they never let guys in her room let alone her bed. And then on aug 2nd I had to leave the state for my grandmas 90th bday and we talked as much as possible since I broke my phone. The second day I called her earlier morning and we had a decent conversation but it ended with me telling her she could be vulnerable with me and tell me she misses me then we didn't talk for the rest of the day I got my sisters old phone that day and shortly after midnight she was in a relationship with a guy she meet that day and shortly after that she changed it to engaged on Facebook the only reason this freaked me is because she has not changed her relationship status on Facebook in almost 2 year. And since that day she has stopped talking to me which is unusual since in the past if she was in a relationship shed call me everyday. And even though there's a huge part of me that thinking she was toying with my feeling there's another that doesn't want her out of my life. Any advice sorry it's long and the bad spelling and grammar.
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