BeautyRush Posted August 9, 2012 Posted August 9, 2012 While I was downloading and listening to songs a couple of hours ago, suddenly I have this intense urge of calling my ex. Good thing, I immediately went out my room and had one of my intense workouts. Now, as I'm about to shower, I feel weak again. It's been 17 days of NC and most of the time I'm on my weakest. I know the fact that it's futile to talk to him but my self-esteem is critically low and it's always hard to breathe. I don't understand why he is in my dreams all the time. It's too painful. The anger and sadness are killing me softly and I need to unload it soon or I'll give in and contact him. Ugh! I feel so helpless...so hopeless... And on the verge of crying all the time...
big bear Posted August 9, 2012 Posted August 9, 2012 Things improve.. Give time some time,, Most people here have humiliated, suffered pain.. But now look at most of them.. They are strong, happy and in fulfilling relationships.. I regret not coming here sooner..
Car10e Posted August 9, 2012 Posted August 9, 2012 The same happens to me. I have been having dreams about him as well. Its weird, sometimes its a good one sometimes a bad one. But then I wake up sad, which is a really bad way to start the day. However, as time goes on, I find it easier to get over. Its been a little over a month for me.
weallfalldown Posted August 9, 2012 Posted August 9, 2012 While I was downloading and listening to songs a couple of hours ago, suddenly I have this intense urge of calling my ex. Good thing, I immediately went out my room and had one of my intense workouts. Now, as I'm about to shower, I feel weak again. It's been 17 days of NC and most of the time I'm on my weakest. I know the fact that it's futile to talk to him but my self-esteem is critically low and it's always hard to breathe. I don't understand why he is in my dreams all the time. It's too painful. The anger and sadness are killing me softly and I need to unload it soon or I'll give in and contact him. Ugh! I feel so helpless...so hopeless... And on the verge of crying all the time... did you dump him?
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